I hate stupid online crap!!! I had to drop my german romanticism class because my french class turned out to not exist and the only other one is at the same time :( The really sad part is that I've already bought like all the books for the darn german romanticism class!!! a;lskdfja;lskdfj Break is going wonderfully though. Tell you more later!
Finals are almost done. I've got a lot of ROTC stuff to do tomorrow. Like find some miracle that will get the wrinkles out of my service coat!! You know for someone who doesn't ever get headaches I've had a fair few this quarter. I think I'm just tired. I need something to get me excited again. I went to get my books for next quarter today and it just reminded me how very poor I am. i don't know what I'm going to do about christmas presents. Darn milball, expensive running shoes, and food!!! Sheesh! It will be ok though. I got a bunch of Goethe for Ger. Romantacism. My french books are MIA and I'm not spending almost $100 on a bio. topics course book. I'll just get one on reserve from the library when I need it. So i checked out a bunch of random Balzac to read since I don't know what we will be doing. Do you know his complete works has a name?! "La comedie humaine" That made me laugh. The question is did he title it or someone else?? I should find out! I also got a Moliere play to read? Pourquoi pas?? So I've got Balzac, Moliere, and Goethe! it's gonna be one hell of a christmas break! Oh and I'm gonna clean my room tomorrow!! Good night!
I really shouldn't be allowed to play with matches. As racheal's floor and chair can attest!
Yeah, so finals yesterday were horrible but they're over and my german paper wasn't a complete disaster!! So I have air chem. and ROTC left! Wahoo!! Oh, and my schedule for next quarter is, in short, amazing!! Wahoo!
BIOS 11108 Human Heredity 01 MWF LEC 11:30AM - 12:20PM
FREN 21201 Balzac: Pauvrete Et Charite Dans La Comedie Humaine 01 TTh LEC 09:00AM - 10:20AM
HIST 25401 German Romanticism:Sci/Philo/Lit 01 Tue LEC 03:00PM - 05:50PM
ISHU 25153 Advanced Acting: Scene Study 01 Mon CRS 03:00PM - 05:50PM
PHED 16020 Ballet-Elementary 01 MW 1:30PM - 02:20PM
Well I should get back to work! Vale!
Blah on foreign languages and all three of them having something for me to do tomorrow!!! I'm no where near ready for egyptian! French should be fine and if i don't sleep i'll get my german paper done... I just want it all to be over! Vale!
As i walked out of the Reynold's Club to go home I was pleased to discover it was snowing! You know that perfect kind of snow, Soft and gentle and sparkling. It was so beautiful. Kind of like the play I saw tonight. The movement was beautiful. I really wish I did more dancing. There was something very pleasing about this piece. Simple and yet striking, and very beautiful. I really enjoyed watching. I think it could have broadened it's scope a bit and the acting for some parts was rather lacking. Nonetheless, this piece still made me very happy. So I had fun playing and spinning on the slick side walks on the way home, humming gently to myself. I saw a few people on my way home but not one of them said a word. No one joined me in my revelry. Some slowed down, hoping to stay far enough behind that they would never have to disturb or approach me, while others sped up and passed me. But no one stopped. One day I'll get someone to stop and enjoy the snow as well.
I have gotten like no work done!! Blah!! I hate german. Must work. Must do something!!! laksdjf;laskdjf;alsdkfj......
11am work out with lindsey
12pm eat/shower
1pm ger paper
2pm ger paper
3pm ger paper
4pm flash cards
5pm flash cards
6pm flahs cards
7pm translate!!
8pm sell tickets
9pm watch play
10pm translate
11pm translate
12am translate
You get the idea...
I really need to stop procrastinating!!! Aaahh!!! I really have finals on monday. I must study! I need to yell at myself more often. alsdkfj. Good night!
So I got home really late last night. The play was what it was and now it's over and I ended up sleeping all day today. It turned out better than expected. Jeremy certainly created something amazing. I'm more amazed that we managed to clean up all the mess!!! Rachael and I ended up staying up really late afterwards talking about things. I really want to be a part of a different type of show next time though. Something really difficult that I can throw myself into. We'll see. Now I'm feeling kinda blah. There's a cast party tonight and the house coctaile party is tonight. I really don't feel like going to either. I just have too much work to do. I've got so many exams and such on monday. Anywho, I feel like curling up with a girly movie right now. Slipper socks, froggie blanket, chocolate...the whole nine yards. I think I deserve it after last night! Vale!
For the first time in my life i can say i've done something I'm not proud of. I've been a part of something that's turned into something wrong and I don't know how to fix it. And if I quit now lots of people will be let down that are counting on me. I'm just kind of lost. Have you ever felt after doing something that a little piece of you died somewhere along the way? A little piece of your innocence, your ideals, your dreams. I like to giving to people. I like being able to take them away from the world for a while and make them smile or give them something to think about. I like being able to help people face things they don't want to think about. To make them aware. But this doesn't do that anymore. There's no reason. The words are gone. Now it's just chaos, disgusting, and grotesque. But that's what they want it to be. And so I'll do it because I made a promise. However, there will not be a next time. I know what I want now and we're going to make it happen.
ROTC today was total hell!! I was flight commander and managed to screw up many, many times. I learned a lot though so it's all good. Then after announcements the Colonal gets up and says he has some awards he needed to give out. So first he "honors" one of the POC and declares him Mr. Fred Estaire (sp? I think i frenchified that). And then he decides he can't leave out the girls! And he asks me to stand up. Then he says how he had a few members of the Cadre comment on my skill on the dance floor as well. Oh Jeremy! I had way too much fun being rediculous and dancing with you lol. I really need to step it up with ROTC. I just tend to learn by doing with this sort of stuff. Oh guess what?!! I passed my PFT. 22 push-ups, 42 sit-ups, and get this! I improved my run by almost a minute in 5 weeks! 1.5 miles in 12:44!!! Wahoo!! Who's the bomb! lol. So C/Tangen and I have decided we're going to max everything next time! The only thing I maxed was the waist mesurement but that's all genetics I think. Anywho, gonna take a quick nap before rehearsal cuz i don't want to do work. Vale!
So I've spent my entire life chasing something absurd. Something i thought I wanted. Something I thought would be fun and interesting. But now I'm here actually doing it. Talking to real Egyptologists. And they're boring! I'm just too rambunctious and loud. I'm not sure when this happened but it has. I want to give something to someone. I just feel like being an Egyptologist would be a really selfish thing to do. I'm the only one who would benefit from it. And I just can't see myself spending the rest of my life researching. I want to go on an adventure. Do something that means something. I did this busy persons retreat this week where I met with a spirtual companion for half an hour every day and I spent a lot of that time thinking about all the gifts that god has given me. I guess the biggest is that i can make people smile. I remind people that it's ok to be silly and have fun sometimes. I care too much. And I was trying to think of something that would use all of these skills. I really don't want to work in an office. I want to be out going somewhere. Hands on kind of stuff. I have an appointment with my priest to talk to him about it. And I'm praying about it a lot. I have a few ideas but nothing I want to say out loud. Rachael makes fun of me because of how much i care about what you say out loud and what you don't. i don't know, saying it out loud makes it real and I'm not sure if i'm ready to make that step yet. I am changing directions and that I've said out loud finally and it's going to happen. (Oh and Elise if you're reading this do not tell mom and dad, I'll do it!). Well I should get to work! vale!
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I need to change the music on my shuffle. There are way too many sorta happy/sad slow songs and it's really making me drag. All I want to do now is sleep and forget about all the stuff I have to do tonight. I miss having time to stop and breathe. I should get back to work. Vale!
Woke up around nine today and went and worked out with lindsey. Waking up so late causes you to loose so much time. It's already noon!! Eeek! Well I have rehersal soon. Lots for me to think about today. What's wrong with me??? Smiling and unable to stop... Gtg! Vale!
Yeah, so I was at IIT all day. It was a nice not so stressful LLAB which made me happy. Now I'm home and just got back from dinner. I have two hours before rehersal and all I really want to do it sleep. Instead, I'm gonna clean my room and do some hw and maybe look over my lines. I think it would be nice to know what it's like to sleep again! I had a nice day though. I hung out with Michael for a while which was fun. I like how he makes me smile. Well I should get to work! Vale!
P.S. This is why I haven't been writing on this thing. I've got so much work to do I can't hardly think of anything to say. And everything I really would like to write about are things I do not feel like posting on the internet. Sorry everyone.
I had such I nice walk home from rehearsal. It was drizzling and I was prancing home to some jack johnson. It was nice. It's funny how it didn't rain all summer and now that it's cold it's raining every day. I have so much work to do. The play is going well. I think Jeremy has done a really good job making the cast feel comfortable around each other. I mean screaming to my husband to come and "scratch my ass" doesn't even make me flinch in rehearsal. We'll see how it goes during the actual performance. Oh how I can't wait. I really love performing so much. But I think this has been a good play for me. I'm getting to do a lot of things I've never done on stage or otherwise. Especially when it comes to the physicality of my character. Well i'm about to fall asleep. So i'm going to bed. Night!
Ok, so I really should be paying attention to this class since I haven't been going to lecture and I have a midterm on monday but science bores me... Wahoo to the anonymous person who left a note! I dunno I've been so busy with egyptian and my german mid-term on monday. I haven't slept much in the past few days. I want to kill my egyptian prof. He tells us that we are not expected to memorize the vocab. because we will always be given a dictionary and then he decides no dictionary for the mid-term!!! Sheesh! So now I have five weeks worth of vocab. to learn this weekend. I want to cry. Speaking of crying you should have seen me at the naked theater meeting last night. I don't know, I just really care about this show and what an impact it had on me and it really hurt when everyone was appalled by the idea that a theater group would (heaven forbid!) do shows. I think the problem is we're divided as to what kind of aesthetic we want our group to have. And the founding members of naked seem to have a very different idea of what naked should be verses many of the newer members. Personally, I just want to do theater. I want to do things that move me, that get me excited, and I want to be able to share that with my audience. I want my audience to leave different than they came in. I don't want to be just merely entertainment. i want to make my audience think about something. But I don't want to do a show, just do a show. I mean what would be the point? I want to explore questions with an audience. Is that such a bad thing? We having a meeting to talk about all of this and I hope I can find a way to go. We'll see. Well I should start taking some notes! Vale!
Yeah, so I went and did PT at IIT this week and now am in a lot of pain. This is in addition to the millions of bruises I got this weekend at FTX. Oh well... Yeah, so I think I've actually managed to get myself in over my head. I'm just barely getting stuff done for my classes and have play rehearsal and voice lessons, etc. I haven't been sleeping. And I'm having a really hard time in Egyptian because I never have enough time to put in to it. I mean it's the whole reason why I'm here! I'm just really frustrated. ROTC is going well this year though. And I'm sitting here listening to The Last Five years. I'm missing a FOTA propoasal meeting right now which might be the best way for me to get funding for this show. I just don't know what I'm doing. What I want... But right now I'm taking a moment for me and just listening. In a few minutes I'll get up, clean my room, iron my uniform, shine my shoes, do some reading, sleep for a few hours, and continue to push away at it all tomorrow. I will find a way to make this work! Good night.
Yeah, so I've been soooooooooo busy. Three languages was not the smartest thing I ever did. I think I might take French pass/fail just because it's kicking my behind! It's entitled cours de prefectionnement! And when they say they are going to perfect your french they mean it. It's soooooo darn nit picky! I'm actually doing better grade wise in german where i don't understand anything the teacher says! It's getting a bit better but my pronunciation is appalling and I keep getting in trouble for always wanting to use an article like in French!! Egyptian is fun but getting hard very quick. I had a lot of fun making up a story so that I could remember all the signs in order so I could use my dictionary. Anyways, enough about classes! It's really nice to be back at school. I didn't realize how much I missed all my friends until I got back to school! I also realized that I do not miss the dining hall food but I do miss the fact that they do my dishes! I also missed being able to download music from all sorts of people on the school network ;) I'm currently downloading harry potter audio books lol! I'm so going to fill up this darn hard drive faster than I planned. Well, we'll deal with it when the time comes. The drama in my life has increased exponentially since school started. Let's just say guy problems and non-problems. We'll see what happens. Anywho, I need to get to work. Oh, I cleaned my room and it is sweet! Vale!
So, I'm in the process of winding down and going to sleep but I really want to write this down. So Jeremy asked us tonight to walk across the room as slowly as possible. And while we were doing this we were supposed to think about our past. And so I began walking. Feelling the floor touch every inch of the bottom of my foot. And I started to think. And there were just flashes of moments. Times when I was upset, feeling like the world was crashing in on me when I was living with my mom. Trying to imagine that being worse like I know it must be for my sister right now. Then I started to think about moments where I felt safe and content. I remember laying on my bed in the winter with the heater on. It was warm and snuggly and I was reading harry potter. Back in the day when I could spend all my time reading. Then i remembered sitting out in front of Campbell waiting for mom to pick me up. I remember sitting there and listening. And I was just amazed and mistified by the trees across the street. the wind blowing through those trees was louder than traffic. But no one noticed. I remember standing at the bus stop in the morning and being completely taken away by a flock of birds. I remember sitting in my room by the window when a sudden breeze hit me at just the moment when I was feeling sad. And I thought about how they say you have a flashback of your life when you died. And I thought about all the moments I would want to relive if I were going to die at that moment. They were mostly pictures. Mostly walks, or a breeze. Mind while I was doing all this i did a sumersault like Jeremy asked us to. Then i turned around to go back across the room. I went so slow. It was really hard and I'd mess up but i'd fix it slowly. Anyways, so i was thinking about happy moments and most of them were times when i stopped. Times when i stopped and let myself breathe. And i remember when i was younger this was second nature. All I did most of the time was breathe slowly and listen and take things in. the people around me, how they were feeling, sensing the world around me without my eyes. And so slowly I tried to bring it back. The way I once experienced everything. And so I took a few very deep breaths and listened with my body. Feeling the energy of the people around me. And I was just overwhelmed. I could barely breathe and I wanted to stop and cry and make it stop. But i just kept on trying to breathe very slowly and let go. Let everything go. And it was then that i realized that I was inches away from the rest of the people in the room. I just knew it. And I knew it was time to stop. To let go. ANd I slowly went down to the ground and curled up. Then slowly rolled over and let go. And I got to breathe. It was wonderful.
I've been sooooooo busy and sooooooo sick! Like every year, I got sick right before classes started back up. I went to the student care center and she said I've got a virus and maybe some allergy problems as well. i'm finally starting to feel better today. It's raining outside now and it's making me so sleepy. Even though i have a crap load of homework to do and uniforms to iron. Blah on that! I really like my classes though. Middle Egyptian looks like it's gonna be really hard but I'm so psyched! German is gonna kill me though! There's so much homework and I have to look up like every word to understand these stupid stories. Ick! French I think will be alright. I'm doing moliere which is awesome. My atmospheric chem. class has like almost no homework but I'm gonna have to do some major studying for the two tests that will determine my grade. All in all it's about what I expected. I auditioned for all the fall plays yesterday. UT, Knock 'em Dead, and Naked. It didn't go to well but we'll see. I really would like to be in the Knock 'em Dead. It was by far my best audition. I don't know I'm just kinda in the mood to be in a nice light comedy. We'll see. I also auditioned for University Chorus and he made me sight sing! I had no idea what to do.... I think they put up the list tomorrow. lets hope for the best. Although, i don't even know if i'm going to have time to do it. Well i should stop stalling and get some work done! Vale!
Last day working at the library until school starts!!!!!!WERTJ#$%OU($#%*!@P(#$&*PFD(UGZL:DJFT#$@(%*!P(*)$)
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Today was a good day. Well work was a drag and I was really sleepy. And it was drizzily and cloudy and cold and I loved it. So of course i had to go to the Med. Bakery and get a Mexicana hot chocolate that I proceeded to spill all over myself and this book of Irish stories I was reading! So then I cleaned myself off the best I could with napkins and then decided what the hell I want to go to the point damn it!! So I rode my bike to the lake and only dropped my book once! The lake was as violent as I've ever seen it with waves splashing pretty high above the first tear of rocks. And so I dumped my bike and my shoes and socks and went down to where the lake and rocks meet and just stood there. I turned off my shuffle and listened for a while. Then I had a nice long conversation with myself with the waves crashing and splashing my feet in response. And then eventually I made my way back up to my bike and put on my shoes and went home and changed out of the hot chocolate stained clothes. Then I went back to work and took off a half hour early cuz I felt like it and no one cared. Afterwards, I sat on a bench outside the library and read my book for a while and then went to the Naked Theatre meeting. We got a lot done which was surprising. I went home around 8:30 pm where I finally found a player that would play the gilmore girls episode i downloaded!! So I have seen the episode I missed! Wahoo!! And I just cleared all of the dirty clothes off the floor in my room and put the iron away!! Did some push ups and sit ups and now I think I'll go to sleep cuz I have to be up by 5:30!!! Eeek!! Vale!
Music: The Next Ten Minutes (The Last Five Years) I really love this song.
It’s midnight and like usual I can’t sleep. I can never get to sleep. Not during the school year because I’m too busy and during the summer I go crazy or something and still can’t sleep. And it’s not because I’m not being tired! Today, I got home from my voice lesson and was so out of it that I fell asleep while checking my e-mail and managed to miss the season premier of Gilmore Girls!! And I can’t find a place to download it online anywhere!! Blah on the world! My voice lesson went well though. I really like my voice teacher she’s really cool. And I’m getting so much better. Today I wasn’t on shifting and it was really weird. I had carts all day so I spent most of my time listening to music on my shuffle. I don’t like doing carts you have too much time to think. I’ve been in a real mood lately. Kinda sad and missing home. I want to walk barefoot in my neighborhood in the pouring rain again. I want to get lost under some trees where no one can find me. I miss how I could find my own special places back home where I could breath for a minute. There weren’t ten thousand people around everywhere you turn. I’m just tired and I need to take a moment and get back into myself. Spend a day outside and re-group. I’ve just been running all summer with work and the play and voice lessons etc….. I need to reconnect myself I think. Vale!
I'm going crazy. I mean that's the only explanation. I'm going nuts and there's nothing I do seems to fix it. I want to scream, run, and burst out of my skin for some reason. To say that I'm feeling restless would be an understatement. I can't sleep anymore and I think I'm driving Rachael crazy. Last night we were watching tv and I swear everything she put on was like my least favorte show on the face of the planet. ANd normally I'd be a good sport about it when she puts on the food network for hours on end or something i detest just as much but today I'd just had it and went crazy. I feel really bad and I apoligized for being so annoying but Rachael still seemed pretty steamed. The only thing that seems to mildly help is a ton of physical activity. Enough to tire me out to the point where I don't care about anything anymore and can drop into an exhausted dreamless sleep. But then I wake up really sore feeling just as bonkers as I did the day before. I don't know but this library is killing me. This summer is killing me. God do I need school. I need every moment of my day filled!! Damn the world. You know I remember spending summers just sitting around reading and such but this summer I can't sit still long enough to do anything. ljkasdljajlkaweorjiorewajlkaeuoialjkdoiurewjlkr3wlk. That's all I have to say I guess.
Ok, so I've been on a bit of a hiatus cuz Seth was here visiting for the week. It was awesome. And now things are back to normal and I'm feeling a bit stir crazy. I went and biked down town and such Sunday. I probably spent a good 4 hours on my bike. Unfortunetly, it didn't help at all. So I'm going running today to burn off some of this "Oh my goodness this summer is dragging on forever and I want to scream, kill someone, and jump into the river in true Simon fashion!!!!) Rachael and I had a girl's night in last night--pizza, ice cream, girl talk--the whole shibang. We had fun but we stayed up way too late talking. We were gonna watch a movie but that never happened. Oh well... It's not due till wednesday. I still really want to scream because of all the blah that has been this summer. I hate summer and I want it to die. Then school could start sooner!! Well back to work! Vale!
Edward D. Wood, Jr.
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5th Floor: Needs 218 Bookends
3rd Floor: Needs 153 Bookends
That took forever!!!!!
Ok so I got the goofiest assignment at the library today! I am supposed to go to the 3rd and 5th floors and go up and down every set of shelves and count how many need bookends!! lol. It's pretty dull. After about 2 hours I started to become aware of how I walk and started playing with it. I took a nap for half an hour this morning too. It was nice. I'm not sure if I'm ever going to finish this though it's taking forever. I just finished the third floor. At least the 5th floor has the Egypt books!! Maybe I'll start at the end and go backwards cuz all the egypt books are there. Hmmm.... Yeah so I've got rehearsal tonight. Hopefully, my one really annoying scene will start working tonight. I doubt it though. We're doing a run which always makes me sleepy. Still no luck with the flapper dress. I'm hoping for a miracle at this point. So yesterday evening I applied for the darn loan and got rejected so I've got two more to apply for tonight. Lets hope for the best. Then I watched the notebook. I've been in a girly film mood lately. So I was thinking about the book I just finished again. It made me a little sad and confused as to what I want. I mean I'm the girl with "the plan". Undergrad - 4 years in the airforce - PhD - High School Teacher. That's the plan. But I don't know... When I read these big epic books about someone who brought their people together and did something great, something amazing. I mean we all want to do something significant, something that will leave a mark or something, to make and impact. And I've always been satisfied with the idea of becoming a teacher. I mean those are the people who have had the biggest impact on my life thus far. And I would be really good at it. I know I would. But I just don't know. Every now and then I get this unsettling feeling inside that there's something I'm going to do, something I'm supposed to do. But I can't quite lay my finger on what that is exactly. But for now I'm just going to go with the flow until I figure out just what that is. Vale!
Yeah, so I'm not at all pleased with my accent for this show! Blah! I'm just not british!! I'm working on it though. Hopefully I'll be able to pull it together in a week. I have to go to the financial aid office today. It's a mess. And I must apply for loans tonight!!!!!!! Yes, tonight!!!!!! I'm really going to do it. And I'm gonna do my laundry. I seriously have like one clean shirt left! Sheesh! This play has been keeping me sooooooooooo busy. It's wonderful. I finished my book yesterday. It was wonderful. A little predictable but not really. You thought you had figured something out but really she expected you to get that part and it really wasn't that important cuz there was sooooooooo much you haven't figured out yet! I'm sure that probably makes no sense to anyone but me but oh well. I'm back on the B-Level. I've got a bigger job to do today though so I'm actually working. That and I've got nothing better to do. I want to read another book. I need to go to the public library because buying books has gotten way to expensive! I mean this small like 600 or so page hard back book was $30~!!! It made me sad because I absolutely had to have it. Oh well! Maybe i'll go to the library after work today. After I apply for a loan!! Must do that today!! Yes today!! Wahoo!!! Then maybe I'll do my security clearance paper work!! lol. Well Vale!
Yeah so I was making room for macroshift stuff on the B-level today. Oddly enough it was nice to go back. I kinda missed it lol. But I always complain about things I like and/or don't really mind too much. I get that from my dad lol. I really should try and stop complaining so much. It's kinda annoying. Anywho, so i finished really early and so I read my new book most of today. I really need to finish it cuz I've been neglecting my music practice during my lunch breaks because I can't stop reading!!! This book is like going home. When I was younger the only place I ever felt at home was in my books. Books where people tell tails to each other. Times when values were different. I like the magic, the integrety, the love, and mystery... I don't know. I just love this world this author lives in. All her books are very consistant in the world where they exist. I just love it. But it's almost over and that makes me sad. I'm going to have to wait for forever for the next one to published in the US. Oh well. Vale!
So I went grocery shopping with Moo Loo this morning. It took all my strength of will to get up and get dressed. I just didn't feel like doing anything. It's sad that I can't seem to sleep in anymore. I was up at like 9:30. Blah on that. So I went to the store and managed to spend way to much money and not buy any real food! How on earth do I manage this??? I don't know. All I bought was cereal, yogurt, and snack food lol. I couldn't even find the soup that I wanted!! Oh well. Yeah, so i think I'm going to go skating. I need to buy insoles for my skates though because they kill my feet! Skating is ridiculously fun! The first time I went out all i did was almost fall a lot! It was great. A friend from BJ sent me a facebook message cuz he saw me "roller stumbling" and still singing along to my music not really giving a care to the world and he found it amusing. Well I should go to CVS they should have insole things. More later!
Ok so like this blog sucks. I only ever write on it when I'm on my 15 minute break at the library. Well that library sucks out your soul (Like most jobs I've had) and I just can't ever think of anything to say. Well anywho, I vow to make it better and BE SPECIFIC!!!!! Wahoo!!!! So last night I slept. A lot. It felt great! I came home from my voice lesson and Moo Loo wasn't home cuz she went to the planetarium with one of her more sciencly inclined friends. Anywho, I spent the evening singing a lot. Then I spent like 35 minutes looking for my keys. I really don't know how I managed to loose them so well in such a short space of time. Because I needed ice cream. So finally I found my keys and went to the grocery store that is like right across the street. You know I love how I can walk to like two-three gorcery stores, borders, and my dentist and go no more than a couple blocks. It's fabulous!! Well I get there and the godiva ice cream is all disgusting cuz it looks like it melted at some point. So no rasberry white chocolate ice cream for me... or so I thought!!! Then I discoverd Hagen Daze (sp????) makes something similar. It was yummy. Then I came home and watched my favorite girly chick movie cuz I was in the mood. And towards the end I fell asleep i guess and didn't get up until 4:30 in the morning. Then I moved to my bed where I found Moo Loo had put my mail. Then I woke up today around uhhh... 9 something and went to my 10 o'clock rehersal. It was great. i was totally on form. I think I've been doing so badly at rehearsal lately because they're always at like 7pm which is Janice wind down time. Well my director loves despairing jackie. She just want's it to be bigger!!! She wants me struggling through "boulders of despair" or something like that. I think this was a happy compromise. Cuz I wanted to make jackie too stupid and my director wanted to make Jackie too smart (at least in my opinion). So if she's despairing she's too emotional to think at all so who cares!!!
So i went to Belmont today. It was a disaster. The CTA gods were not with me. I went all the way to Belmont and didn't find any of the shops I was looking for. Then the train skipped the garfield stop on the way home!!! It's never ever done that before!!! Wahoo!!! Food just got here! I'll finish this later!!!
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So I was stranded at the 63rd stop since the train skipped mine. Luckily, there were two girls who go to the UofC too and they had someone coming to pick them up so they gave me a ride home. I came home very sick of public transit. So I ordered dinner and started reading the book I got today. It's the latest from one of my favorite fantasy authors (other that J. K. of course!). Its going well but I had to take a break for a bit. I don't like the light in here very much. I tried to turn on the tube for a bit to clear my head but of course I went and lost the remote par usual. I'm just always loosing crap!! Blah!
Now I'm sitting here listening to soft music and thinking. Moo Loo finally came home from her concert. I'm just thinking... I've been doing this a lot lately. Many thoughts and dreams swirling in my mind. Mostly dreams. Dreams I shouldn't be having because they just make me sad. Sad because they are possible but I can't, I must not. And so I can't get to sleep. Because I don't want to dream about things that I can't let myself pursue. Well I'm going back to my book. Vale!
Well, I'm at the library. Same as usual. Rachael leaves tonight. I'm not sure when she's coming back though. I should ask her. I'm pretty sleepy like usual. I can't seem to ever get to sleep anymore. I can't even remember when was the last time I slept well. There are just so many things on my mind lately. And I've been having very weird dreams. Nothing scary but definetly not happy either. I don't know. I just wish I could get a good night's sleep without absolutely pushing myself to the point of exhaustion first. Anywho, I should get back to work.... Vale!
Mood: 
Tired
Music: 
I love this musical!
Dude, so I have to get all of my wisdom teeth out!! Blah on that! Luckily, they're not really hurting today which makes me happy. Was talking to Seth onling last night and he said he might be able to come and visit me! I hope he does! It would be ohhhhhhh sooooooooooo much fun! Anywho, must get back to work!
Mood: 
Very Happy!
AAhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Ok so I woke up this morning and my other wisdom tooth started hurting!!! Blah!! Bad news: I can't feel any tooth any where near coming like the other two so it's probably coming in all wonky. Good news: I got a dentist appt. at 1 this afternoon!!! Wahoo!!! Happy dance time. I probably won't go back to work afterwards. Dunno, we'll see. Well back to work!
Mood: 
Down with teeth!!
Music:
The sorting hat says that I belong in Gryffindor!
Said Gryffindor, "We'll teach all those with brave deeds to their name."
Students of Gryffindor are typically brave, daring, and chivalrous.
Take the most scientific Harry Potter Quiz ever created.
Yeah so I'm doing carts today! Wahoo!! Saw a book on breweries and thought of my dad lol. Rehearsal tonight. And I have to run today. Blah. Anywho, got stuff to research. Vale!
Mood: 
curious
Music: 
Yeah so I'm just now starting to wake up. I'm on the 4th floor shifting like usual. The weekend went by so quickly. Kickball on friday was a blast even though we lost miserably and then sat. melinda and i went exploring chicago. We got some yummy food in pilsin. Then sunday i had rehearsal for most of the afternoon and then i lectored for the first time at church which was fun. Anywho, not much to really write about. Vale!
Mood: 
Sleepy
Music:
do you type really fast? - I'm pretty average
does it annoy people who are around you (like in the library)? - no!
do you/did you like high school? - Yeah it was a blast
how old are you? - 19
do you know anyone who has the same birthday as you? No but Melinda's is two days after mine.
favorite pen color - green of course!!
what word do you constantly misspell when typing? -umm... I know I have some but i don't remember
do you have trees in your yard? - Back home i do.
name one comedian that everyone thinks is funny but you absolutely cannot stand - Eddie Murphey (sp?)
name one director you hate and tell why -The guy who did HP 3. He spent so much time adding stuff he left out tons!
do you like tim burton? - who?
what annoys you more than anything? - People not being straight with you
tell me about the weirdest pair of socks you own - Well i have a pair of orange halloween toe socks
did you read fear street books? - No
how about sweet valley high? - No
babysitter's club? the boxcar children? - I read one boxcar in third grade
goosebumps? - maybe one or two
favorite show on nickelodeon (can be from the late 80's/early 90's when nick was good) - Clarissa explains it all or Alex Mac
did you watch are you afraid of the dark? - Totally!
did zeebo the clown scare you? - Yes!
where do you vacation every summer? - Used to go to the opposite parents house. This year I'm staying home
do you like the beach? - Yeah
do you tan or burn easily? - I burn
do you make up your own words and lingo? if so tell me about it - Dweek was a favortie in 9th grade. Mostly use words stupidily. Zibra Prune!
do you eat lots of tv dinners? - Sometimes
favorite hot pocket flavor - I think it's meatball something
if you could make one celebrity magically disappear, who would it be? - Uhhh...
how is life treating you? - Pretty good at the moment.
do people like you? - Some do
what do you think it is that makes the "popular" people popular? - Well they're nice to people and admired by people. I don't know.
what do you wear the most: jeans, cords, dickies, khakis, skirts, or shorts? - Jeans
are you using a pc or mac? -I'm using a school PC but I have a mac at home.
do you like chunky peanut butter? - Yeah but not on toast
what amazes you about the opposite sex? - Umm.. they look at things a bit differently? I don't know!
are you in love with anyone? - No
do you like anyone? - Yeah
if so, who - Not telling
why do you like them/why are you in love with them? - He's nice to talk to and very cute.
favorite cereal - Honey Bunches of oats and Banana Nut Crunch
name a movie that makes you cry - I don't cry during movies
what's something you like about the opposite sex, physically, that your friends think is odd? - I adore dark hair
is it true that only the good die young? - sometimes
if so, are you going to live forever or die soon? - ????
do you live for today? -Yeah
how fast can you run? - Between 6-7 mph
favorite band from the 60's/70's - ?
have any of your friends had kids as teenagers? - No
favorite 80's television show - ?
were you even born in the 80's? - Yes!
what year? - 86
have you ever taught a little kid a curse word? - No lol.
if so which one was it? -
do you think little boys are horrendously ill behaved? - Yeah sometimes
have you ever thrown anything at a moving car? Yes
if so, what? - A shoe and a small bear
name a villian in a movie that scared you when you were a kid - Willie Wonka
have you seen the original friday the thirteenth? - No I don't do scary movies!!!
the original chucky? - No!
the original halloween? - No!!!
what's your favorite channel? - Used to be discovery and history channel. Probably PBS
what do you say when you stub your toe off of the corner of the coffee table? - Oww
what's the highest thing you've ever jumped off of and landed unharmed? - Playground equipment
does it snow where you live? - Yup
if yes, do you go sled riding? - No
have you ever used anything weird, like a frisbee or a trashcan lid, for a sled? - No
how many people do you know who were born in november? - At least 4
what month has the most people you know born in it? - December
do holidays make you festive? - Yeah
magazines you subscribe to - I had a subscription to this mediteranean archiology magazing for a while
do you read the supermarket tabloids? - The front covers sometimes
have you ever smashed somebody's halloween pumpkin? - Nope I need to work on that!
ever had yours smashed? - No
do you celebrate christmas? - Yes
if not, do you still watch "how the grinch stole christmas" when it comes on television? - n/a but i do!
do you think the grinch movie starring jim carrey was a waste of money? - Yeah kinda
ever had a hot teacher? - Yes
if yes, did you flirt with him/her? - No
how do you treat people you are attracted to? (this is not a stupid question; some people are immature and are mean to those they like) - Depends. I sometimes will be a bit cold to them or try and treat them as normally as possible so they don't know. But they always know! Blah! So now I just try to be up front about it. It's a waste of time playing games with people
what do you want for your birthday this year? - A harry potter scarf
have you ever egged somebody's house? - No
has someone ever egged yours? - No but someone has egged my sister's car
do we all go a little mad sometimes? - Yeah when i'm cooped up for too long
what pisses you off more than anything in the world? - People treating others badly
do you still go trick or treating? - No
do you believe in santa claus? - No :(
have you ever worked in a supermarket? - No
how about a restaurant? - Yes
if yes, do you agree with me when i say that those are the two worst establishments to work in? - No I liked the restaurant. Fast food is way worse!
what color is your bedspread? - Mostly green!!!
do your eyes change colors? - Yes
do you believe that we walked on the moon? - Yes!!!!
what's your opinion of the u.s. retaliation in afghanistan? - ?
do you live by yourself? - Nope
have you ever gotten a computer virus? - Unfortunetly yes
if so, what was it and how did you get rid of it? - I don't know what it was but the dell people helped me get it off
describe your junior high/middle school gym teacher - She was this big frumpy woman who wore lots of pink
how do you react when someone is talking to you --up in your face-- and they have really bad breath? - I try not to react. That would be rude.
what was your first date like? - It was my freshman year homecoming dance. It was great.
did you go/are you going to the prom? - yes
if you've already gone, was it good or bad? explain why - My first one was good. Senior prom was terrible because the air conditioner wasn't good so it was really hot.
do you get uneasy when you see a person of a different color than you walking down the same street as you in the middle of the night? - Not really. If I'm out alone seeing anyone makes me uneasy
if yes, do you think that makes you racist? - No i don't think it would
are you a vegetarian? - Nope
how about vegan? - Definetly not
if no to both, do you think you could be? - Maybe a vegitarian. I don't eat much meat cuz I don't like to cook.
have you ever given up a certain type of food? if so, what was it and why did you do it? - I've given up chocolate, sweets, and ice cream for lent.
spit out a random song lyric for me. make sure you tell me the name of the song and who sings it! - He king goes on, no demsy or gin tonney. No lock and bar his face was kinda funny. (I'm not really sure what she's saying for the first line!) Dames at sea
who does the chores around your house? - Melinda
name one person who annoys you more than anyone else, and tell why - My mother!!
what movie could you watch a million times and never get tired of? - Ever After I'm such a sap.
what movie have you watched a million times, and you still laugh at the jokes? - Uhh..
what movie do you hope you never see again? - While you were sleeping!! My mom and sister have watched it a million bajillion times!!!!!!
have you ever hugged a stuffed animal or pillow and pretended that it was your significant other, or someone you had a crush on, and then someone caught you talking to it, and stroking its soft, fuzzy fur, and laughed at you and told the whole school? - No
do you drive? - yes
if so, do you like to drive at night or in the day time? - Both
has anyone ever called you a bitch? - Yes it was the first swear word I ever said when I was mad at Bridgette for something
has anyone ever called you an asshole? - yeah
are you a bitch/asshole? - I don't think so
what's the first thing you do when you get home from school/work? - Take off my back pack
favorite pop tart flavor - Strawberry
do you play any musical instruments? yes
if so, what? - Clarinet
tell me about the best school-related activity you ever took part in - I'd have to say state thespian competition or just about any school play i was in
have you ever built a snowman? - Yup
did you cry when it melted, or when the kid next door knocked its head off with a shovel? - No
what's your religion? - Catholic
do you try to force it on other people? - no
do you knock on people's doors at 7 a.m. on saturdays, trying to give them a pamphlet and tell them about the lord, or ask random people at the mall if they’ve been saved, yet you think that doesn’t count as forcing religion, you son of a bitch? - No
what's the best restaurant you've ever eaten at? - Probably somewhere in Italy
have you ever been flipping channels late at night and caught a glimpse of some porn on skinemax? - No we never had it
what's the code word or phrase you and your friends use for the word SEX? - We don't have one lol
is sex an uncomfortable topic for you? - a bit
what is the one thing in the world that just looking at it makes you vomit, or come close to it? - Ice cream on an empty stomach
when other people vomit, does it make you sick? - yeah
do your clothes match? - Well they're all neon green so yeah usually
what are you wearing right now? - jeans and a green shirt
did you ever have those fisher price roller skates that go over top of your shoes? - Yeah lol
did you have a bike with a banana seat? - no
have you lived in the same house your entire life? - definetly not
what’s the weirdest thing you’ve lived next to? - another house?
who is the ugliest person you’ve ever seen? - I don't know
do you watch talk shows? - in the summer when there's nothing on
do you think miss cleo is full of shit? - yeah
if not, have you called her and wasted your money, you idiot? - lol
what are your thoughts on keeping animals in captivity? - like as pets? that'd be ok but other than that i don't really like it
what do you think of all the “superstores” that are popping up everywhere? (super walmart, super k-mart, super target)? - Kinda silly but rather convenient
what do you think of pop music? - I like some of it
tell me something i don’t know - My favorite number is 3!!!!!
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| When was the last time you cried? | When Rachael spilled grape juice on my British Harry Potter. (Hey I was having a bad day!) |
| Have you ever faked sick? | Hasn't everyone? |
| What was the last lie you said? | I don't know. Probably to my parents. |
| Have you ever cried during a movie? | Nope. |
| Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? | Ben Rogers |
| Have you ever danced in the rain? | Yup! |
| Have you ever been drunk? | no |
| Have you ever tried tried drugs? | no |
| Do you smoke? | no |
| What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare? | I don't know?! |
| What is your full name? | Janice Carol Rumschlag |
| What is your blood-type? | o+ |
| Have you ever been in a car accident? | nope pretty darn close though |
| How old were you when you recieved your first kiss? | 15 |
| Who was your first kiss? | Chaz |
| Have you ever had an online relationship? | no |
| Have you ever had phone-sex? | no |
| Have you ever been rejected by a crush? | totally |
| What is your favourite sport to play? | umm.... i don't know i liked kick ball when i was in school |
| Have you ever made a prank phone call? | yeah me and a friend called every person in the freshman class once when we were bored |
| Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it? | no |
| What's your favourite childhood memory? | ummm... probably being in plays |
| Is there anything that you have done that you regret? | not being up front with people and not getting up the courage to do something i wanted to do |
| What do you want to be when you grow up? | Egyptologist!! |
| What is your political persuassion? | dunno |
| Have you ever had cybersex? | no |
| Do you believe in g-d? | yup |
| Do you believe in love at first sight? | maybe |
| Do you believe in karma? | maybe |
| Who was your first crush? | allen floyd |
| Who do yo uhave a crush on? | see above questions and guess |
| How would you describe yourself? | happy, easy going, very emotional, caring, dreamy |
| What are you afraid of? | getting what i want and then finding out it wasn't worth it |
| Are you religious? | yeah |
| What does your screen name mean? | i love neon green! |
| What person do you trust the most? | jackie, seth, and others |
| Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? | probably the closest thing to i boyfriend i ever had was kurt |
| What is the best compliment you have ever recieved? | that i was a good listener |
| What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you? | i don't know |
| What is the longest crush/relationship you have had? | little over a month |
| What is your greatest strength? | i'm not afraid to feel something |
| What is your greatest weakness? | i don't think before i talk |
| What is your perfect pizza? | cheese, red and green pepers |
| What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? | thank you god for letting me enjoy this day |
| What is your first thought before you go to bed? | about the same and general prayers for people i love and things that i'm worried about |
| What college do you want to go to? | already there |
| Do you get along with your family? | when there are a few states between us |
| Do you play any instruments? | i played clarinet for 5 years |
| What kind of music do you like? | broadway and something that makes me feel something |
| Do you think you're attractive? | a little |
| Would you ever get a tattoo? | maybe |
| How many piercings do you have? | just my ears |
| Who makes you laugh? | jason goodson used to always make me laugh |
| Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours? | wow um... i don't know |
| Have you ever seen a dead body? | no |
| Do you have a celebrity crush? | no |
| What is one thing scientists should invent? | something to read people's thoughts |
| Have you ever broken a bone? | no |
| What happens after you die? | depends on how you lived |
| Do you watch or read the news? | occasionally |
| What stereotype would you label yourself as being? | dorky drama nerd |
| Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label? | they would in high school now not so sure |
| If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to? | dunno i kinda like my name |
| If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go | ninth grade |
| If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? | nothing |
| Have you ever gone skinny dipping? | nope |
| Have you ever played strip poker? | nope |
| Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves? | yeah probably |
| What do you want your friends to think about you? | depends on which friend |
| Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into? | probably something with my mother |
| HAve you ever bitten someone? | my sister when i was little |
| When's your birthday? | march 16th |
| Have you ever stolen anything? | yeah a tiny little bear when i was five and afterwards i couldn't look at it so i threw it out a window |
| Do you make wishes on shooting stars? | all the time |
| Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting? | a lot at thanksgiving |
| If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? | not telling |
| Do you remember your dreams? | sometimes |
| Have you ever been in love? | no not yet |
| Are you a morning person or a night person? | used to be a morning person but now i don't know what i am |
| Do you have any phobias? | bugs maybe |
| What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone? | i don't know |
| Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth? | yeah to get my thumb x-rayed |
| How many screen names do you have? | 2-3 |
| Do any medical problems run in your family? | yeah bad backs and emphasima and general craziness |
| Have anyone ever been disowned from your family? | no |
| Have you ever had a nightmare? | definetly |
| Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies? | no |
| Would you ever participate in a threesome? | no |
| Would you ever pay for a prostititue? | no |
| Have you ever mooned or flashed someone? | no |
| Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf? | nope |
| Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants? | no |
| Have you ever written a love letter? | yes |
| Have you ever attempted suicide? | no |
| Do you prefer boxers or briefs? | n/a |
| Have you ever been in a fistfight? | yeah with my sister |
| Do you have any hidden talents? | probably but i don't know what they are lol |
| What is one thing you want me to know about you? | who are you? |
| What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask? | what growing up in that house was really like |
| Do you usually prefer books or movies? | books |
| Who is your favourite person to talk to? | i have many i generally just like to talk |
| Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad? | a good book |
| Would you ever have sex before marriage? | depends |
| Who do you talk to most on the phone? | my parents |
| Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of? | no |
| Do you prefer british or american spelling of words? | sometimes |
| Have you ever gotten detention? | yes |
| How do you vent your anger? | run |
| Have you ever been on a diet? | no |
| Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you? | yeah |
| Is your best friend a virgin? | yeah |
| What's a rumor someone has spread about you? | ? |
| What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing? | ? |
| What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you? | umm... |
| What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you? | thrown me one awesome going away party |
| Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness? | no |
| Have you ever cut yourself on purpose? | no |
| Have you ever wanted to murder someone? | no |
| Have you ever hated someone? | yes |
| Do you prefer talking on the phone or online? | phone |
| Do you consider yourself popular? | no and i wouldn't want to be |
| Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them? | yes |
| Have you ever had a crush on an enemy? | yes |
| Have you ever had a crush on a best friend? | yes |
| What is your favourite book? | HP and seven waters trilogy |
| Do you have a collection of anything? | barbies, neon green |
| Are you happy with the person you are becoming? | yes |
| Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago? | oh my goodness yes |
| What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now? | in the air force |
| Are you happy with the life you have? | yes |
So i'm shifting today. Pretty normal day. Rehearsal last night was fun. It was really hard though because I think to darn much. Blah. She explained this viewpoints thing. It seemed like a very UofC way to think about acting. There are seven viewpoints and each one is a different aspect of your character but mostly how your character moves etc. I dunno it was weird and I didn't like it much but it was still fun. Anywho, not much else to say. Vale!
Mood: 
Pretty normal
Music: 
