Wahoo for school!!!

I've been sooooooo busy and sooooooo sick! Like every year, I got sick right before classes started back up. I went to the student care center and she said I've got a virus and maybe some allergy problems as well. i'm finally starting to feel better today. It's raining outside now and it's making me so sleepy. Even though i have a crap load of homework to do and uniforms to iron. Blah on that! I really like my classes though. Middle Egyptian looks like it's gonna be really hard but I'm so psyched! German is gonna kill me though! There's so much homework and I have to look up like every word to understand these stupid stories. Ick! French I think will be alright. I'm doing moliere which is awesome. My atmospheric chem. class has like almost no homework but I'm gonna have to do some major studying for the two tests that will determine my grade. All in all it's about what I expected. I auditioned for all the fall plays yesterday. UT, Knock 'em Dead, and Naked. It didn't go to well but we'll see. I really would like to be in the Knock 'em Dead. It was by far my best audition. I don't know I'm just kinda in the mood to be in a nice light comedy. We'll see. I also auditioned for University Chorus and he made me sight sing! I had no idea what to do.... I think they put up the list tomorrow. lets hope for the best. Although, i don't even know if i'm going to have time to do it. Well i should stop stalling and get some work done! Vale!

Do a happy dance!!

Last day working at the library until school starts!!!!!!WERTJ#$%OU($#%*!@P(#$&*PFD(UGZL:DJFT#$@(%*!P(*)$)
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I felt in tune today

Today was a good day. Well work was a drag and I was really sleepy. And it was drizzily and cloudy and cold and I loved it. So of course i had to go to the Med. Bakery and get a Mexicana hot chocolate that I proceeded to spill all over myself and this book of Irish stories I was reading! So then I cleaned myself off the best I could with napkins and then decided what the hell I want to go to the point damn it!! So I rode my bike to the lake and only dropped my book once! The lake was as violent as I've ever seen it with waves splashing pretty high above the first tear of rocks. And so I dumped my bike and my shoes and socks and went down to where the lake and rocks meet and just stood there. I turned off my shuffle and listened for a while. Then I had a nice long conversation with myself with the waves crashing and splashing my feet in response. And then eventually I made my way back up to my bike and put on my shoes and went home and changed out of the hot chocolate stained clothes. Then I went back to work and took off a half hour early cuz I felt like it and no one cared. Afterwards, I sat on a bench outside the library and read my book for a while and then went to the Naked Theatre meeting. We got a lot done which was surprising. I went home around 8:30 pm where I finally found a player that would play the gilmore girls episode i downloaded!! So I have seen the episode I missed! Wahoo!! And I just cleared all of the dirty clothes off the floor in my room and put the iron away!! Did some push ups and sit ups and now I think I'll go to sleep cuz I have to be up by 5:30!!! Eeek!! Vale!


Music: The Next Ten Minutes (The Last Five Years) I really love this song.

Still not sleeping...

It’s midnight and like usual I can’t sleep. I can never get to sleep. Not during the school year because I’m too busy and during the summer I go crazy or something and still can’t sleep. And it’s not because I’m not being tired! Today, I got home from my voice lesson and was so out of it that I fell asleep while checking my e-mail and managed to miss the season premier of Gilmore Girls!! And I can’t find a place to download it online anywhere!! Blah on the world! My voice lesson went well though. I really like my voice teacher she’s really cool. And I’m getting so much better. Today I wasn’t on shifting and it was really weird. I had carts all day so I spent most of my time listening to music on my shuffle. I don’t like doing carts you have too much time to think. I’ve been in a real mood lately. Kinda sad and missing home. I want to walk barefoot in my neighborhood in the pouring rain again. I want to get lost under some trees where no one can find me. I miss how I could find my own special places back home where I could breath for a minute. There weren’t ten thousand people around everywhere you turn. I’m just tired and I need to take a moment and get back into myself. Spend a day outside and re-group. I’ve just been running all summer with work and the play and voice lessons etc….. I need to reconnect myself I think. Vale!

I'm going crazy. I mean that's the only explanation. I'm going nuts and there's nothing I do seems to fix it. I want to scream, run, and burst out of my skin for some reason. To say that I'm feeling restless would be an understatement. I can't sleep anymore and I think I'm driving Rachael crazy. Last night we were watching tv and I swear everything she put on was like my least favorte show on the face of the planet. ANd normally I'd be a good sport about it when she puts on the food network for hours on end or something i detest just as much but today I'd just had it and went crazy. I feel really bad and I apoligized for being so annoying but Rachael still seemed pretty steamed. The only thing that seems to mildly help is a ton of physical activity. Enough to tire me out to the point where I don't care about anything anymore and can drop into an exhausted dreamless sleep. But then I wake up really sore feeling just as bonkers as I did the day before. I don't know but this library is killing me. This summer is killing me. God do I need school. I need every moment of my day filled!! Damn the world. You know I remember spending summers just sitting around reading and such but this summer I can't sit still long enough to do anything. ljkasdljajlkaweorjiorewajlkaeuoialjkdoiurewjlkr3wlk. That's all I have to say I guess.