So I haven't updated this thing in forever! Well thanksgiving was great. I read HP and ate a whole lot of food. Also did a bit of shoping. Oh and it snowed!! It was cool. Anyways I have to study for a german and math test tomorrow so I'll talk more later. Oh I passed the PFT (my afrotc physical)!!!!!!!! Vale!
Today was nice. Again I slept through my alarm and went to math tutorial late. Then I went to work which was the boring like normal. Then i came home and took a nam and missed the french movie which sucks cuz now i'm going to have to watch a movie on my own! Oh well. Then i came home and cleaned my messy room. It's soooooo nice! Then me and mars went to ratner to run. It was fun lol. So now daniel and racheal are her quizing each other with my german and french vocab. cards. it's a bit amusing. I haven't done any of my hw though i need to get on that. Well vale!
Well today was long. Didn't wake up till late. I was @ the theatre @ noon to take down the set of earnest and then i went and saw antigone. It was an ok show nothing to write home about. Except the wife she was horrible! But whatever. I really liked the drums though. THen i went to church, ate dinner and now i'm home. I have sooooooo much homework to do. Really need to get started. Can't waiti till wed! I'm going my grandma's in indiana for thanksgiving. Well gtg!
Well today was pretty fun. Me and rachael went down town to shop and so i could go to the bank. Bank was closed but I used the atm to make a deposit which was interesting. We went into this huge department store that was a million stories tall and very green. It was awesome. I got a really cool hat and a hoodie. Rachel who has deposed me of the title of strumpet i think bought a little red number for her dance on the piano. Lets just say I wouldn't let my parents see me in an outfit like that lol. But she totally pulls it off. Work was boring but at least i was in Egypt. I was talking to this girl who did a study abroad there. I was insanely jelouse! Then to the show. We managed to knock over half the set twice it was sooooooo funny. cast party followed. Lots of alchol, I left early but it was fun to get to meet some UT people. I don't know it's just kinda awkward when you're the only person at a party not drinking. But I have my reasons so I'll just have to get used to it. Well i'm tired. Night! Vale!
That is the word that i would use to describe the weather today. I really need to go get an umbrella! Managed to get all my work done for today but i failed a french quiz that i didn't know about cuz for some reason i never got an e-mail from my prof about it. Blah. Watch me do worse in french than in german! Oh well. Really need to get on the ball with finals coming up. And my hum. professor has said nothing about our next essay. Whatever. It's friday and my day is completely planned until i crash after the play tonight. Well gtg. Vale!
All I ever seem to do lately is sleep lol. I actually had fun at Rotc today. Learned to read a compass and all sorts of fun stuff. 100 meters = 67 of Janice's paces! lol. Tonight's show went as good as expected but I lost my ID on the way home! That's the second one this year! And it's only first quarter!! lsdlksalkjr. Oh well. All in all it was a nice calm fairly uneventful sort of day. Tons of homework to do. I'll be up at 4am lol. Well good night! Vale.
I don't know. Just sort of blah. Really pissed at Daniel but what else is new? He is such an insensitive jerk sometimes. I love him to death but honestly I don't know why I put up with him . And i'm sick of talking about him so much on this darn thing!! I need to get a life. But dan and rachel are like my two best friends here. It's just lately whenever I'm around them I feel like this unwated 3rd wheel. They're always singing or laughing and stuff and I'm just sitting around being ignored. And then there's this whole thing with a certain other someone that I'm not even sure is a thing at all. And I don't even know if I want it to be a thing. I just don't know what I want. jksfdjklsdafoiuerw. That's all i'm going to say about that. And the play tonight went great. I just really miss it you know? Theatre has been my life for so long and being stuck on the side lines is almost worse than not doing anything at all. I just don't feel like I fit anywhere. I'm not the smart kid anymore, or the drama geek who lives in the theatre, or the girl who spends hours walking her dogs, or the girl who would sing just to let it out when no one was home. I don't know where I am or what I want anymore. I really feel like taking a walk though. Maybe I'll get up early tomorrow. It could be nice. He could be nice. Vale.
It's nine o'clock on a Saturday
The Regular crowd shuffles in
There's an old man sitting next to me
Makin' love to his tonic and gin
He says, "Son, can you play me a memory
I'm not really sure how it goes
But it's sad and it's sweet and I knew it complete
When I wore a younger mans clothes"
La la la, de de da
La la, de de da da dum
Chorus:
Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feelin' alright
Now John at the bar is a friend of mine
He gets me my drinks for free
And he's quick with a joke or to light up your smoke
But there's someplace that he'd rather be
He says, "Bill, I believe this is killing me."
As the smile ran away from his face
"Well I'm sure that I could be a movie star
If I could get out of this place"
Oh, la la la, de de da
La la, de de da da dum
Now Paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And he's talkin' with Davy, who's still in the navy
And probably will be for life
And the waitress is practicing politics
As the businessmen slowly get stoned
Yes, they're sharing a drink they call loneliness
But it's better than drinkin' alone
Chorus
sing us a song you're the piano man
sing us a song tonight well we're all in the mood
for a melody and you got us feeling alright
It's a pretty good crowd for a Saturday
And the manager gives me a smile
'Cause he knows that it's me they've been comin' to see
To forget about life for a while
And the piano, it sounds like a carnival
And the microphone smells like a beer
And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar
And say, "Man, what are you doin' here."
Oh, la la la, de de da
La la, de de da da dum
Chorus:
sing us a song you're the piano man sing us a song tonight
well we're all in the mood for a melody and you got us
feeling alright
-Billy Joel
Tuesdays are so nice. No real class. I really wanted to sing in the lounge but someones playing. I think i'm gonna go get the books and go downstairs. I should do laundry but I'll probably just take a nap. Vale for now!
I just turned in the most horrible paper of my life!! i don't know I think my idea just wasn't that good once I got into it so it just sort of sucked and i wrote it in about an hour. Luckily it was only the rough draft so I can still fix it but i think i just can't write about this poem. Oh and i did really bad on my german test too. And i didn't go to math or french! Oh well. I don't do anything but german in math anyhow and people miss french all the time. It's just so easy to skip a class without having to worry about asking my parents lol. I need to work on this slacker thing though. It's all over now so all is well with the world. I'm gonna go work moving sets for UT tonight and the next two weeks. it should be fun. And i'm selling tickets on friday! I'm soooooo boring lol. Vale!
I got the highest grade in my class on our math test on Monday!!! 98 baby!! And what did I loose my 2 points for you might ask? A stupid true/false question on the first page!! And I got 5 points extra credit for doing the review packet for the test so my final grade will be a 103!! At least I'm doing good in one of my classes. It's just funny my best class right now is math lol. Last night I watched another insane french movie. Yesterday was a happy day but I was really tired cuz I didn't get much sleep last night. Too much rolling around in my head and i couldn't block out the noise and sleep lol. So tonight after the movie I tried to concentrate to do hw but again my head was going at it and I didn't feel well so I went and retrieved my trusty cure-all, i.e. Harry Potter Book 1! lol. It's so good at giving me a break from whatever is on my mind. Anyways, now i'm in the ekhart library for the first time killing time until I have to be to work. Guess i'll go do some hw! Vale!
Well it was a long day. School, blah! I went and saw Dan's play tonight. He was soooo great. The show before his was very interesting. I really liked it but there were some parts where the girl was shaking and it looked like she had terrets (sp?) or something. I still liked it though. There was this one part where the leading guy was talking and this blue light reflected in his eye. It was priceless. A few too many cuss words for my taste but good all the same. Daniel's show was just fun. It was a play of people doing a sherlock holmes radio show. It was a nice break after the serious play lol. Then we were coming back and decided to see what was up on the 6th floor of chamberlin house cuz none of us have a 6th floor lol. And we then proceded to visit everyone who was around in chamberlin. I got to say hi to my friend Ben. One of the many lol. Speaking of a Ben I'm going to the Military Ball tomorrow with him but I'm kinda sort of wishing I had asked someone else. Ben informed me he will not dance and I think it's absolutely absurd. I think i'm starting to believe he might just be as boring as he claims to be. I don't know i just wish he'd talk to me.... There's someone playing the piano right now and the three of us are waiting for her to be finished. They're watching this scary movie thing that I can't handle in the lounge next door and i'm in the computer room like a weenie. I just don't like people laughing at how freaked out I get by scary movies. Whatever. Well Vale for now!
Current Song: No One Knows Who I Am. Jekyll and Hyde
Why do I have to take things so personally? Sometimes people can be extremely insensitive and more than likely they don’t even realize it. But it still hurts. I know he didn’t purposely try and make me feel like crap with statements like that but it still hurts. Why do I put up with him? Why do I hang out with him!? Someone sooooo crude, thoughtless, demanding, insensitive, tactless, trying, and utterly adorable? Lajkldfjklfdsa. I really do enjoy spending time with him more often than not but then he says something that makes me feel like crap and all I ever do is leave silently, knowing I’m not wanted.
Yeah so I was up late watching the election updates. My whole house was watching it in the lounge, we even ordered pizza lol. So i missed all but the last 5 min of calc cuz i got up late but i turned in my hw and got tonight's assignment so it really doesn't matter lol. Today was long. Had a german and french lecture session so i didn't get back until late. Then I was filling out this thing for AFROTC and i realized i have only one extracurricular and that is choir!! lol. I think i'm gonna volunteer to move set pieces for Ernest and I'm auditioning for a show tomorrow night. Hopefully I'll get something. So now i'm doing tons of AFROTC hw and am totally bored so i'm taking a break to update my blog lol. You know what I realized today. I think the state of my room really seems to reflect the state of my mind lol. Instead of saying what mood i'm in i could totally just take a picture of my room lol. Well back to hw. Vale!
It has been one crazy Halloween weekend. Lets see, Saturday I went and sat in on a Q&A session for the winter UT proposals. Then it was off to work. It was sooooooo windy out side but it was really awesome. Work was dull. Got invited to a party by this guy who I work with. Then I came back and everyone was gone so I ate popcorn for dinner and watched gypsie. I didn't finish it though cuz I went to this party at Linn house (I had a wonderful time and I'll just leave it at that). Sunday I went to choir practice and church. Then i came back and daniel came over and was supposed to help me figure out I-tunes and instead starts chatting with my sister and a friend in FL on my aim!! It was insane but Daniel is cool so I let him get away with stuff occasionally. Then I did hw and went to the house meeting, etc. Josh came by while i was gone and when i went by to see him he was at his study break. But as I was coming back from getting help with German from Daniel I saw him in the court yard. He was looking for a quiet place to study cuz his roomie was sleeping. So he came over and studied for a bit. I kicked him out eventually so I could go to sleep. THen today I had tons of class. THe BJ halloween party was today. It wasn't really much of a party. Mostly, we just stood around to be counted and then left lol. But we totally pulled off our wicked theme. I'm gonna see if i can manage to put up a pic. Now i'd like to sleep. Night!
