I hate stupid online crap!!! I had to drop my german romanticism class because my french class turned out to not exist and the only other one is at the same time :( The really sad part is that I've already bought like all the books for the darn german romanticism class!!! a;lskdfja;lskdfj Break is going wonderfully though. Tell you more later!
Finals are almost done. I've got a lot of ROTC stuff to do tomorrow. Like find some miracle that will get the wrinkles out of my service coat!! You know for someone who doesn't ever get headaches I've had a fair few this quarter. I think I'm just tired. I need something to get me excited again. I went to get my books for next quarter today and it just reminded me how very poor I am. i don't know what I'm going to do about christmas presents. Darn milball, expensive running shoes, and food!!! Sheesh! It will be ok though. I got a bunch of Goethe for Ger. Romantacism. My french books are MIA and I'm not spending almost $100 on a bio. topics course book. I'll just get one on reserve from the library when I need it. So i checked out a bunch of random Balzac to read since I don't know what we will be doing. Do you know his complete works has a name?! "La comedie humaine" That made me laugh. The question is did he title it or someone else?? I should find out! I also got a Moliere play to read? Pourquoi pas?? So I've got Balzac, Moliere, and Goethe! it's gonna be one hell of a christmas break! Oh and I'm gonna clean my room tomorrow!! Good night!
I really shouldn't be allowed to play with matches. As racheal's floor and chair can attest!
Yeah, so finals yesterday were horrible but they're over and my german paper wasn't a complete disaster!! So I have air chem. and ROTC left! Wahoo!! Oh, and my schedule for next quarter is, in short, amazing!! Wahoo!
BIOS 11108 Human Heredity 01 MWF LEC 11:30AM - 12:20PM
FREN 21201 Balzac: Pauvrete Et Charite Dans La Comedie Humaine 01 TTh LEC 09:00AM - 10:20AM
HIST 25401 German Romanticism:Sci/Philo/Lit 01 Tue LEC 03:00PM - 05:50PM
ISHU 25153 Advanced Acting: Scene Study 01 Mon CRS 03:00PM - 05:50PM
PHED 16020 Ballet-Elementary 01 MW 1:30PM - 02:20PM
Well I should get back to work! Vale!
Blah on foreign languages and all three of them having something for me to do tomorrow!!! I'm no where near ready for egyptian! French should be fine and if i don't sleep i'll get my german paper done... I just want it all to be over! Vale!
As i walked out of the Reynold's Club to go home I was pleased to discover it was snowing! You know that perfect kind of snow, Soft and gentle and sparkling. It was so beautiful. Kind of like the play I saw tonight. The movement was beautiful. I really wish I did more dancing. There was something very pleasing about this piece. Simple and yet striking, and very beautiful. I really enjoyed watching. I think it could have broadened it's scope a bit and the acting for some parts was rather lacking. Nonetheless, this piece still made me very happy. So I had fun playing and spinning on the slick side walks on the way home, humming gently to myself. I saw a few people on my way home but not one of them said a word. No one joined me in my revelry. Some slowed down, hoping to stay far enough behind that they would never have to disturb or approach me, while others sped up and passed me. But no one stopped. One day I'll get someone to stop and enjoy the snow as well.
I have gotten like no work done!! Blah!! I hate german. Must work. Must do something!!! laksdjf;laskdjf;alsdkfj......
11am work out with lindsey
12pm eat/shower
1pm ger paper
2pm ger paper
3pm ger paper
4pm flash cards
5pm flash cards
6pm flahs cards
7pm translate!!
8pm sell tickets
9pm watch play
10pm translate
11pm translate
12am translate
You get the idea...
I really need to stop procrastinating!!! Aaahh!!! I really have finals on monday. I must study! I need to yell at myself more often. alsdkfj. Good night!
So I got home really late last night. The play was what it was and now it's over and I ended up sleeping all day today. It turned out better than expected. Jeremy certainly created something amazing. I'm more amazed that we managed to clean up all the mess!!! Rachael and I ended up staying up really late afterwards talking about things. I really want to be a part of a different type of show next time though. Something really difficult that I can throw myself into. We'll see. Now I'm feeling kinda blah. There's a cast party tonight and the house coctaile party is tonight. I really don't feel like going to either. I just have too much work to do. I've got so many exams and such on monday. Anywho, I feel like curling up with a girly movie right now. Slipper socks, froggie blanket, chocolate...the whole nine yards. I think I deserve it after last night! Vale!
For the first time in my life i can say i've done something I'm not proud of. I've been a part of something that's turned into something wrong and I don't know how to fix it. And if I quit now lots of people will be let down that are counting on me. I'm just kind of lost. Have you ever felt after doing something that a little piece of you died somewhere along the way? A little piece of your innocence, your ideals, your dreams. I like to giving to people. I like being able to take them away from the world for a while and make them smile or give them something to think about. I like being able to help people face things they don't want to think about. To make them aware. But this doesn't do that anymore. There's no reason. The words are gone. Now it's just chaos, disgusting, and grotesque. But that's what they want it to be. And so I'll do it because I made a promise. However, there will not be a next time. I know what I want now and we're going to make it happen.
