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It's 5:30am!!!

Ok so I'm totally insane. I've been up since 4am. Now I'm in the computer room so I can view these powerpoint notes for my bio. midterm today. And I'm gonna fail my french quiz today!!!!! Oh well. Ok, so I need to study. I just got the coolest request to join my sprinkle group. Oh and I have 3 officers now (including myself!!). Oh the name of the group is "sprinkles make all food taste better" incase you don't already know! It's going great. 15 members as of this morning. Well I should go study. Vale!

No more ibook... :(

Well i went and talked to my advisor today and we talked about my schedule and me wanting to graduate after third year. Well the best solution we could come up with for my extra tech. class i need for rotc is to take one over the summer for three weeks. And of course the only summer I'm not doing stuff for rotc is this summer and I just happen to already have the amount of money i need to take the class but only if i don't buy my ibook now. Sadness!!! Oh well. I'll just have to save over the summer. At the museum now. Kinda bored. Vale!

Laundry

Ok, I'm going to do it!! My laundry is so high it's crazy!! I suppose I'll clean my room while I'm at it. I really wish I didn't live on the fourth floor at times like this... Vale!

It begins.

My cheeks are red!

So today in ROTC we were outside cuz it was field day and we were playing softball and ultimate frisbee. And it was chilly out most of the day and of course my cheeks got all sunburned lol. THat's all I ever do. I'll have to get back in the habit of putting sun block on every day like i did in FL. Went to the Naked Theatre meeting today. They're weren't very many people there today. It was cool though. I'm excited about this "fragments" (soon to be re-named) workshop. I hear it's this sun. but i don't know what time. We'll see. I just want to get up and dance!! I really don't feel like doing hw. Maybe I'll clean my room. Who knows! Wahoo!!! Ladeda. Well Vale!

I'm just so sick..(Beware complaining is about to ensue)

sasjkldjlsflkasfljksdfljkdf!!!! I'm just so sick of my room. Of this french essay. Of just whatever. jljaldfjklasl. Not in a good mood right now. I'm just mad at myself for not showing them what I do best. For letting myself freak out. For not being myself. My quirky high energy self. I miss having something that I really love to do. Something I'm passionate about. I've been so busy not doing homework and such that I haven't made time to do stuff for me. Well that stops now. I'm making a schedule and world you better watch out cuz it's going to be packed! Details to come later... Vale!

I'm still here. . .

I'm still at the desk... My mind is blahhhh... They guy who's supposed to do the desk still hasn't come back yet. Maybe he was abducted by aliens. One hour and 20 minutes left. Darn this place sucks out your soul@!! I can't even read HP en francais ici@@!!! Whatever. Vale.

Chillin'

So I'm working this desk this morning at the museum. Got a bagel for breakfast... Not much else to report. Spent all of last night sleeping. I went to bed at like 8. I guess i was making up for lost time or something. So I'm just sitting here. Vale!

Stuck in my head!@!! (It's really not at all depressing when you listen to it lol)

It Sucks To Be Me

KATE MONSTER
Morning, Brian!
BRIAN
Hi, Kate Monster.
KATE MONSTER
How's life?
BRIAN
Disappointing!
KATE MONSTER
What's the matter?
BRIAN
The caterine company laid me off.
KATE MONSTER
Oh, I'm sorry!
BRIAN
Me too! I mean, look at me!
I'm ten years out of college, and I
always thought -
KATE MONSTER
What?
BRIAN
No, it sounds stupid.
KATE MONSTER
Aww, come on!

BRIAN
When I was little
I thought I would be...
KATE MONSTER
What?
BRIAN
A big comedian
on late night TV
But now I'm thirty-two
And as you can see
I'm not
KATE MONSTER
Nope!
BRIAN
Oh Well,
It sucks to be me.
KATE MONSTER
Nooo.
BRIAN
It sucks to be me.
KATE MONSTER
No!
BRIAN
It sucks to be broke
and unemployed
and turning thirty-three.
It sucks to be me.

KATE MONSTER
Oh, you think your life sucks?
BRIAN
I think so.

KATE MONSTER
Your problems aren't so bad!
I'm kinda pretty
And pretty damn smart.
BRIAN
You are.
KATE MONSTER
Thanks!
I like romantic things
Like music and art.
And as you know
I have a gigantic heart
So why don't I have
A boyfriend?
Fuck!
It sucks to be me!
BRIAN
Me too.
KATE MONSTER
It sucks to be me.
BRIAN
It sucks to be me.
It sucks to be Brian...
KATE MONSTER
And Kate...
BRIAN
To not have a job!
KATE MONSTER
To not have a date!
BOTH
It sucks to be me.

BRIAN
Hey, ROd, Nicky, can you
settle something for us?
Do you have a second?
ROD
Ah, certainly.
KATE MONSTER
Whose life sucks more?
Brian's or mine?
NICKY AND ROD
Ours!

ROD
We live together.
NICKY
We're as close
As people can get.
ROD
We've been the best
of buddies...

NICKY
Ever since the
Day we met.

ROD
So he knows lots
Of ways to make me
Really upset.
Oh, every day is
An aggravation.
NICKY
Come on, that's
an exaggeration!
ROD
You leave your
clothes out.
You put your feet
On my chair.

NICKY
Oh yeah?
You do such anal
Things like ironing
Your underwear.
ROD
You make that very
Small apartment
We share a hell.
NICKY
So do you,
That's why I'm in hell too!

ROD
It sucks to be me!
NICKY
No, it sucks to be me!
KATE MONSTER
It sucks to be me!
BRIAN
It sucks to be me!
ALL
Is there anybody here
It doesn't suck to be?
It sucks to be me!

CHRISTMAS EVE
Why you all so happy?
NICKY
Becuase our lives suck!
CHRISTMAS EVE
Your lives suck?
I hearing you correctly? Ha!
I coming to this country
For opportunities.
Tried to work in
Korean deli
But I am Japanese.
But with hard work
I earn two Master's Degrees
In social work!
And now I a therapist!
But I have no clients
And I have an
Unemployed fiance'!
And we have lots
Of bills to pay!
It suck to be me!
It suck to be me!
I say it
Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-
Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-
Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-
Suck!
It suck to be me!

PRINCETON
Excuse me?
BRIAN
Hey there.
PRINCETON
Sorry to bother you, but I'm
looking for a place to live.
CHRISTMAS EVE
Why you looking all
the way out here?
PRINCETON
Well, I started at Avenue A,
but so far everything is out
of my price range. But this
neighborhood looks a lot cheaper!
Oh, and look - a "For Rent" sign!
BRIAN
You need to talk to
the superintendent.
Let me get him.
PRINCETON
Great, thanks!

BRIAN
Yo, Gary!
GARY COLEMAN
I'm comin'! I'm comin'!
PRINCETON
Oh my God!
It's Gary Coleman!
GARY COLEMAN
Yes I am!
I'm Gary Coleman
From TV's
Diff'rent Strokes
I made a lotta money
That got stolen
By my folks!
Now I'm broke and
I'm the butt
Of everyone's jokes,
But I'm here -
The Superintendent!
On Avenue Q -

ALL
It sucks to be you.
KATE MONSTER
You win!
ALL
It sucks to be you.
BRIAN
I feel better now!
GARY COLEMAN
Try having people
stopping you to ask you
"What you talkin' 'bout, Willis?"
It gets old.

ALL
It sucks to be you
On Avenue Q
(Sucks to be me)
On Avenue Q
(Sucks to be you)
On Avenue Q
(Sucks to be us)
But not when
We're together.
We're together
Here on Avenue Q!
We live on Avenue Q!
Our friends do too!
'Til our dreams
Come true,
We live on Avenue Q!
PRINCETON
This is real life!
ALL
We live on Avenue Q!
NICKY
You're gonna love it!
ALL
We live on Avenue Q!
GARY COLEMAN
Here's your keys!
ALL
Welcome to Avenue Q!

Been busy

Well I had a german test today. I've got to work on this procrastination thing lol. I went to this acting workshop which was fun. It was really similar to this Chekhov workshop I went to at state last year. It was a bit more in depth though which was interesting. Oh and then at dinner Rachael had to get this avenue q song stuck in my head that I got stuck in her head at lunch lol. I'll put the lyrics up for you. I love that musical. Well vale!

Journal Entry

I just don’t know exactly what I want anymore. Is it adventure? A home? A dream? To know what it’s like to be close to someone? To have the strength to let people see that I’m vulnerable. It was so much easier chasing after a star. You didn’t have to think. You just had to keep moving forward. But I don’t know anymore. Can I still justify doing something because it will be fun and exciting? Because it makes all of me burn with a curiosity that’s hard to ignore? I feel so lucky to have had so many great teachers and opportunities. But I wasn’t really happy there. I think the disconnected loneliness was the worst. I’ve always had great friends and I have absolutely no right to complain. They kept me sane and moving forward. They helped me to forget the world at home. I know my family loved me and I cared about them so much that I just couldn’t understand why they would treat me like that. But school, drama, Egypt—they were nothing but my way out. My ways to ignore, forget, and avoid that place where no one knew me or wanted to take the time to get to know me. But what do I really want? In my search for an escape I stumbled on things I really love. But pursuing them makes me feel so guilty. I have this need to interact with people, to care about people. I don’t know why. But what is drama but a way of studying and trying to understand people. I love Egypt because I love the people. Somehow I can care about people who don’t exist or died hundreds of years ago. And so I find in myself this guilt when I think of going after my dreams. How are those dreams going to help the people I care about?

Spinning

It's soooooooo nice out today. So I wore my favorite skirt and twirled the whole way to drama class listening to dreamy twirly songs the whole way there. It was fabulous. Saw Rachael at lunch which was fun. Now I'm killing time before work at 4pm. I'm kinda excited cuz Jeremy agreed to help me work on this monologue I want to put together for UT day or something. It's going to be great fun. Lets see oh and I'm going to this acting workshop on Friday which should be fun. I have to pick 3-5 to memorize and I'm not sure what I want to pick. We'll see. Oh and I've got this darn song from company stuck in my head. It's called "getting married today" and the girl talks like 90mph. It's fabulous! I think I might memorize it just for the heck of it lol. Got nothing better to do this quarter. Well I'm gonna take a nap. Vale.

My Wand!

10 1/2 inches, cedar and floo powder, a strange
Gregorovitch combination indeed! You've been
bitten bad by the travel bug, and change is the
name of your game. A true wanderer, you can't
stay long in one place and wish to travel the
world.


Which wand will yours be?
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