Craziness!

Ok, so I've been on a bit of a hiatus cuz Seth was here visiting for the week. It was awesome. And now things are back to normal and I'm feeling a bit stir crazy. I went and biked down town and such Sunday. I probably spent a good 4 hours on my bike. Unfortunetly, it didn't help at all. So I'm going running today to burn off some of this "Oh my goodness this summer is dragging on forever and I want to scream, kill someone, and jump into the river in true Simon fashion!!!!) Rachael and I had a girl's night in last night--pizza, ice cream, girl talk--the whole shibang. We had fun but we stayed up way too late talking. We were gonna watch a movie but that never happened. Oh well... It's not due till wednesday. I still really want to scream because of all the blah that has been this summer. I hate summer and I want it to die. Then school could start sooner!! Well back to work! Vale!

Edward D. Wood, Jr.
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The Wrath of Hermione

Harry and the Potters!

And the total is...

5th Floor: Needs 218 Bookends

3rd Floor: Needs 153 Bookends

That took forever!!!!!

Bookend Blues

Ok so I got the goofiest assignment at the library today! I am supposed to go to the 3rd and 5th floors and go up and down every set of shelves and count how many need bookends!! lol. It's pretty dull. After about 2 hours I started to become aware of how I walk and started playing with it. I took a nap for half an hour this morning too. It was nice. I'm not sure if I'm ever going to finish this though it's taking forever. I just finished the third floor. At least the 5th floor has the Egypt books!! Maybe I'll start at the end and go backwards cuz all the egypt books are there. Hmmm.... Yeah so I've got rehearsal tonight. Hopefully, my one really annoying scene will start working tonight. I doubt it though. We're doing a run which always makes me sleepy. Still no luck with the flapper dress. I'm hoping for a miracle at this point. So yesterday evening I applied for the darn loan and got rejected so I've got two more to apply for tonight. Lets hope for the best. Then I watched the notebook. I've been in a girly film mood lately. So I was thinking about the book I just finished again. It made me a little sad and confused as to what I want. I mean I'm the girl with "the plan". Undergrad - 4 years in the airforce - PhD - High School Teacher. That's the plan. But I don't know... When I read these big epic books about someone who brought their people together and did something great, something amazing. I mean we all want to do something significant, something that will leave a mark or something, to make and impact. And I've always been satisfied with the idea of becoming a teacher. I mean those are the people who have had the biggest impact on my life thus far. And I would be really good at it. I know I would. But I just don't know. Every now and then I get this unsettling feeling inside that there's something I'm going to do, something I'm supposed to do. But I can't quite lay my finger on what that is exactly. But for now I'm just going to go with the flow until I figure out just what that is. Vale!

My accent sucks!

Yeah, so I'm not at all pleased with my accent for this show! Blah! I'm just not british!! I'm working on it though. Hopefully I'll be able to pull it together in a week. I have to go to the financial aid office today. It's a mess. And I must apply for loans tonight!!!!!!! Yes, tonight!!!!!! I'm really going to do it. And I'm gonna do my laundry. I seriously have like one clean shirt left! Sheesh! This play has been keeping me sooooooooooo busy. It's wonderful. I finished my book yesterday. It was wonderful. A little predictable but not really. You thought you had figured something out but really she expected you to get that part and it really wasn't that important cuz there was sooooooooo much you haven't figured out yet! I'm sure that probably makes no sense to anyone but me but oh well. I'm back on the B-Level. I've got a bigger job to do today though so I'm actually working. That and I've got nothing better to do. I want to read another book. I need to go to the public library because buying books has gotten way to expensive! I mean this small like 600 or so page hard back book was $30~!!! It made me sad because I absolutely had to have it. Oh well! Maybe i'll go to the library after work today. After I apply for a loan!! Must do that today!! Yes today!! Wahoo!!! Then maybe I'll do my security clearance paper work!! lol. Well Vale!

Dancin' @ the Library!

Yeah so I was making room for macroshift stuff on the B-level today. Oddly enough it was nice to go back. I kinda missed it lol. But I always complain about things I like and/or don't really mind too much. I get that from my dad lol. I really should try and stop complaining so much. It's kinda annoying. Anywho, so i finished really early and so I read my new book most of today. I really need to finish it cuz I've been neglecting my music practice during my lunch breaks because I can't stop reading!!! This book is like going home. When I was younger the only place I ever felt at home was in my books. Books where people tell tails to each other. Times when values were different. I like the magic, the integrety, the love, and mystery... I don't know. I just love this world this author lives in. All her books are very consistant in the world where they exist. I just love it. But it's almost over and that makes me sad. I'm going to have to wait for forever for the next one to published in the US. Oh well. Vale!

Killing time

Gocery Shopping!

So I went grocery shopping with Moo Loo this morning. It took all my strength of will to get up and get dressed. I just didn't feel like doing anything. It's sad that I can't seem to sleep in anymore. I was up at like 9:30. Blah on that. So I went to the store and managed to spend way to much money and not buy any real food! How on earth do I manage this??? I don't know. All I bought was cereal, yogurt, and snack food lol. I couldn't even find the soup that I wanted!! Oh well. Yeah, so i think I'm going to go skating. I need to buy insoles for my skates though because they kill my feet! Skating is ridiculously fun! The first time I went out all i did was almost fall a lot! It was great. A friend from BJ sent me a facebook message cuz he saw me "roller stumbling" and still singing along to my music not really giving a care to the world and he found it amusing. Well I should go to CVS they should have insole things. More later!

I really need to work on BSing more!!

Ok so like this blog sucks. I only ever write on it when I'm on my 15 minute break at the library. Well that library sucks out your soul (Like most jobs I've had) and I just can't ever think of anything to say. Well anywho, I vow to make it better and BE SPECIFIC!!!!! Wahoo!!!! So last night I slept. A lot. It felt great! I came home from my voice lesson and Moo Loo wasn't home cuz she went to the planetarium with one of her more sciencly inclined friends. Anywho, I spent the evening singing a lot. Then I spent like 35 minutes looking for my keys. I really don't know how I managed to loose them so well in such a short space of time. Because I needed ice cream. So finally I found my keys and went to the grocery store that is like right across the street. You know I love how I can walk to like two-three gorcery stores, borders, and my dentist and go no more than a couple blocks. It's fabulous!! Well I get there and the godiva ice cream is all disgusting cuz it looks like it melted at some point. So no rasberry white chocolate ice cream for me... or so I thought!!! Then I discoverd Hagen Daze (sp????) makes something similar. It was yummy. Then I came home and watched my favorite girly chick movie cuz I was in the mood. And towards the end I fell asleep i guess and didn't get up until 4:30 in the morning. Then I moved to my bed where I found Moo Loo had put my mail. Then I woke up today around uhhh... 9 something and went to my 10 o'clock rehersal. It was great. i was totally on form. I think I've been doing so badly at rehearsal lately because they're always at like 7pm which is Janice wind down time. Well my director loves despairing jackie. She just want's it to be bigger!!! She wants me struggling through "boulders of despair" or something like that. I think this was a happy compromise. Cuz I wanted to make jackie too stupid and my director wanted to make Jackie too smart (at least in my opinion). So if she's despairing she's too emotional to think at all so who cares!!!

So i went to Belmont today. It was a disaster. The CTA gods were not with me. I went all the way to Belmont and didn't find any of the shops I was looking for. Then the train skipped the garfield stop on the way home!!! It's never ever done that before!!! Wahoo!!! Food just got here! I'll finish this later!!!

Cont.

So I was stranded at the 63rd stop since the train skipped mine. Luckily, there were two girls who go to the UofC too and they had someone coming to pick them up so they gave me a ride home. I came home very sick of public transit. So I ordered dinner and started reading the book I got today. It's the latest from one of my favorite fantasy authors (other that J. K. of course!). Its going well but I had to take a break for a bit. I don't like the light in here very much. I tried to turn on the tube for a bit to clear my head but of course I went and lost the remote par usual. I'm just always loosing crap!! Blah!

Now I'm sitting here listening to soft music and thinking. Moo Loo finally came home from her concert. I'm just thinking... I've been doing this a lot lately. Many thoughts and dreams swirling in my mind. Mostly dreams. Dreams I shouldn't be having because they just make me sad. Sad because they are possible but I can't, I must not. And so I can't get to sleep. Because I don't want to dream about things that I can't let myself pursue. Well I'm going back to my book. Vale!

Nightime Tune

Angel Eyes

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Normal Day

Well, I'm at the library. Same as usual. Rachael leaves tonight. I'm not sure when she's coming back though. I should ask her. I'm pretty sleepy like usual. I can't seem to ever get to sleep anymore. I can't even remember when was the last time I slept well. There are just so many things on my mind lately. And I've been having very weird dreams. Nothing scary but definetly not happy either. I don't know. I just wish I could get a good night's sleep without absolutely pushing myself to the point of exhaustion first. Anywho, I should get back to work.... Vale!

Mood:
Tired

Music:











I love this musical!

There's a Fine Fine Line Avenue Q

There's a fine fine line

Oh happy day!

Dude, so I have to get all of my wisdom teeth out!! Blah on that! Luckily, they're not really hurting today which makes me happy. Was talking to Seth onling last night and he said he might be able to come and visit me! I hope he does! It would be ohhhhhhh sooooooooooo much fun! Anywho, must get back to work!

Mood:
Very Happy!

Teeth should die!!

AAhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Ok so I woke up this morning and my other wisdom tooth started hurting!!! Blah!! Bad news: I can't feel any tooth any where near coming like the other two so it's probably coming in all wonky. Good news: I got a dentist appt. at 1 this afternoon!!! Wahoo!!! Happy dance time. I probably won't go back to work afterwards. Dunno, we'll see. Well back to work!

Mood:
Down with teeth!!

Music:

That was probably the longest weekend of my life!!! lol. Been keeping busy. We went looking for costume stuff up town. It went ok. No sign of a flapper dress. I don't know what we're going to do. Well we're still looking. Anywho, I'm at the library. It's the same as ever. Well lots to do! Vale!