a;lsdkfja;; I know i'm a looser!!!

Ok, so my Mac is now fixed!!! been working for more than 48 hours!! Moral of the story: Don't drop your computer!!!

OMG! Juilliard audition is on MONDAY!! Yes this monday and I need to write 12 pgs of my BA and an 8pg paper for Evol. Mind Morality!!! Bah on the world. I should just lock myself in a room and do it, but everytime I try and work I end up working on my monolgues. Kurt thinks I'm ready. I'm excited, but freaking out that this is it. Oh, and if they ask me to sing I have no freakin' clue what I'm gonna do. I'm so stuffed up that nothing is working right. That and I'm really not a singer. I'm just going to make it short and the least painless it can be. laksjdf;alksdjfa;. Oh and I spent most of today trying to get oppen office to work on my computer since my word software won't work. Bahahahahahahahaha. Yeah. I'm freaking out. How many times can I sayt that in a day?! I just need to relax, breathe, and kick some ass. I wish monday were here and then i wouldn't have to freak out anymore. That and my papers would be done ;) Yeah, my last evol. mind morality paper went well. Too bad I'm not going to be in class to see if he picks it to read. I was arguing for Camus that the main phylisophical question is whether to commit suicide or not. Normally I wouldn't argue something like that but this SocioBiologist dude Williams was so freakin' annoying I just felt like giving him grief. yeah. So I should go do work and not think about stuff. But stuff is all i can think about alskdjfa;lsdkfja;lsdkfj. I'm ready, I'm awesome, I'm good enough! I'm more than good enough! Their program will be lacking without me!! That's the mentatility. I'm gonna kick some ass. Just make it personal, and beautiful, and breathe!!! Just breathe!! And make big choiceS!!! DIscoveries!!!