I don't know. Just sort of blah. Really pissed at Daniel but what else is new? He is such an insensitive jerk sometimes. I love him to death but honestly I don't know why I put up with him . And i'm sick of talking about him so much on this darn thing!! I need to get a life. But dan and rachel are like my two best friends here. It's just lately whenever I'm around them I feel like this unwated 3rd wheel. They're always singing or laughing and stuff and I'm just sitting around being ignored. And then there's this whole thing with a certain other someone that I'm not even sure is a thing at all. And I don't even know if I want it to be a thing. I just don't know what I want. jksfdjklsdafoiuerw. That's all i'm going to say about that. And the play tonight went great. I just really miss it you know? Theatre has been my life for so long and being stuck on the side lines is almost worse than not doing anything at all. I just don't feel like I fit anywhere. I'm not the smart kid anymore, or the drama geek who lives in the theatre, or the girl who spends hours walking her dogs, or the girl who would sing just to let it out when no one was home. I don't know where I am or what I want anymore. I really feel like taking a walk though. Maybe I'll get up early tomorrow. It could be nice. He could be nice. Vale.