Tuesday, November 30, 2004

I know I suck!

So I haven't updated this thing in forever! Well thanksgiving was great. I read HP and ate a whole lot of food. Also did a bit of shoping. Oh and it snowed!! It was cool. Anyways I have to study for a german and math test tomorrow so I'll talk more later. Oh I passed the PFT (my afrotc physical)!!!!!!!! Vale!


Thanksgiving day @ Grandma's! Posted by Hello

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Today

Today was nice. Again I slept through my alarm and went to math tutorial late. Then I went to work which was the boring like normal. Then i came home and took a nam and missed the french movie which sucks cuz now i'm going to have to watch a movie on my own! Oh well. Then i came home and cleaned my messy room. It's soooooo nice! Then me and mars went to ratner to run. It was fun lol. So now daniel and racheal are her quizing each other with my german and french vocab. cards. it's a bit amusing. I haven't done any of my hw though i need to get on that. Well vale!

Tuesday, November 23, 2004


Very clean! Posted by Hello


My mind is sooooo clean! Posted by Hello


State of my mind! Posted by Hello

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Sunday

Well today was long. Didn't wake up till late. I was @ the theatre @ noon to take down the set of earnest and then i went and saw antigone. It was an ok show nothing to write home about. Except the wife she was horrible! But whatever. I really liked the drums though. THen i went to church, ate dinner and now i'm home. I have sooooooo much homework to do. Really need to get started. Can't waiti till wed! I'm going my grandma's in indiana for thanksgiving. Well gtg!


New Hat! Posted by Hello

Very long day

Well today was pretty fun. Me and rachael went down town to shop and so i could go to the bank. Bank was closed but I used the atm to make a deposit which was interesting. We went into this huge department store that was a million stories tall and very green. It was awesome. I got a really cool hat and a hoodie. Rachel who has deposed me of the title of strumpet i think bought a little red number for her dance on the piano. Lets just say I wouldn't let my parents see me in an outfit like that lol. But she totally pulls it off. Work was boring but at least i was in Egypt. I was talking to this girl who did a study abroad there. I was insanely jelouse! Then to the show. We managed to knock over half the set twice it was sooooooo funny. cast party followed. Lots of alchol, I left early but it was fun to get to meet some UT people. I don't know it's just kinda awkward when you're the only person at a party not drinking. But I have my reasons so I'll just have to get used to it. Well i'm tired. Night! Vale!

Friday, November 19, 2004

Ucky!

That is the word that i would use to describe the weather today. I really need to go get an umbrella! Managed to get all my work done for today but i failed a french quiz that i didn't know about cuz for some reason i never got an e-mail from my prof about it. Blah. Watch me do worse in french than in german! Oh well. Really need to get on the ball with finals coming up. And my hum. professor has said nothing about our next essay. Whatever. It's friday and my day is completely planned until i crash after the play tonight. Well gtg. Vale!

Long Day

All I ever seem to do lately is sleep lol. I actually had fun at Rotc today. Learned to read a compass and all sorts of fun stuff. 100 meters = 67 of Janice's paces! lol. Tonight's show went as good as expected but I lost my ID on the way home! That's the second one this year! And it's only first quarter!! lsdlksalkjr. Oh well. All in all it was a nice calm fairly uneventful sort of day. Tons of homework to do. I'll be up at 4am lol. Well good night! Vale.

Thursday, November 18, 2004


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Current State of my Mind Posted by Hello

I don't know. Just sort of blah. Really pissed at Daniel but what else is new? He is such an insensitive jerk sometimes. I love him to death but honestly I don't know why I put up with him . And i'm sick of talking about him so much on this darn thing!! I need to get a life. But dan and rachel are like my two best friends here. It's just lately whenever I'm around them I feel like this unwated 3rd wheel. They're always singing or laughing and stuff and I'm just sitting around being ignored. And then there's this whole thing with a certain other someone that I'm not even sure is a thing at all. And I don't even know if I want it to be a thing. I just don't know what I want. jksfdjklsdafoiuerw. That's all i'm going to say about that. And the play tonight went great. I just really miss it you know? Theatre has been my life for so long and being stuck on the side lines is almost worse than not doing anything at all. I just don't feel like I fit anywhere. I'm not the smart kid anymore, or the drama geek who lives in the theatre, or the girl who spends hours walking her dogs, or the girl who would sing just to let it out when no one was home. I don't know where I am or what I want anymore. I really feel like taking a walk though. Maybe I'll get up early tomorrow. It could be nice. He could be nice. Vale.

Current Song

It's nine o'clock on a Saturday
The Regular crowd shuffles in
There's an old man sitting next to me
Makin' love to his tonic and gin

He says, "Son, can you play me a memory
I'm not really sure how it goes
But it's sad and it's sweet and I knew it complete
When I wore a younger mans clothes"

La la la, de de da
La la, de de da da dum

Chorus:
Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feelin' alright

Now John at the bar is a friend of mine
He gets me my drinks for free
And he's quick with a joke or to light up your smoke
But there's someplace that he'd rather be
He says, "Bill, I believe this is killing me."
As the smile ran away from his face
"Well I'm sure that I could be a movie star
If I could get out of this place"

Oh, la la la, de de da
La la, de de da da dum

Now Paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And he's talkin' with Davy, who's still in the navy
And probably will be for life

And the waitress is practicing politics
As the businessmen slowly get stoned
Yes, they're sharing a drink they call loneliness
But it's better than drinkin' alone

Chorus
sing us a song you're the piano man
sing us a song tonight well we're all in the mood
for a melody and you got us feeling alright

It's a pretty good crowd for a Saturday
And the manager gives me a smile
'Cause he knows that it's me they've been comin' to see
To forget about life for a while
And the piano, it sounds like a carnival
And the microphone smells like a beer
And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar
And say, "Man, what are you doin' here."

Oh, la la la, de de da
La la, de de da da dum

Chorus:
sing us a song you're the piano man sing us a song tonight
well we're all in the mood for a melody and you got us
feeling alright

-Billy Joel

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Lazy Day

Tuesdays are so nice. No real class. I really wanted to sing in the lounge but someones playing. I think i'm gonna go get the books and go downstairs. I should do laundry but I'll probably just take a nap. Vale for now!

Sunday, November 14, 2004

"I shall not envy lovers, but long for what they share
An empty room is merciless, don't be surprised if I confess
I need some comfort there"
-Aida

Thursday, November 11, 2004

sdlfkje

Blah!!! Im tired.

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

I'm such a slacker

I just turned in the most horrible paper of my life!! i don't know I think my idea just wasn't that good once I got into it so it just sort of sucked and i wrote it in about an hour. Luckily it was only the rough draft so I can still fix it but i think i just can't write about this poem. Oh and i did really bad on my german test too. And i didn't go to math or french! Oh well. I don't do anything but german in math anyhow and people miss french all the time. It's just so easy to skip a class without having to worry about asking my parents lol. I need to work on this slacker thing though. It's all over now so all is well with the world. I'm gonna go work moving sets for UT tonight and the next two weeks. it should be fun. And i'm selling tickets on friday! I'm soooooo boring lol. Vale!