Ahhhh!!!! I've been trying to all week but finally today I did it!!! Wahoo!!! And as my current director just wrote in her e-mail to the cast "if you're happy and you know it clap your hands!!". Vale!
Mood: 
Bouncy!
Music: None
Oh and I'm going to the biggest HP party in the world tomorrow! Spellbound 2005 here I come!
I can't believe it!~!!! We just finished the stupid B-Level shift. Well this part of it. I think he's going to put us on carts for the rest of the day. And then tomorrow who knows?! I'm surprisingly awake considering how hard it was for me to get to sleep last night. I don't know my mind was just buzzing and I couldn't get to sleep. So I wrote in my journal for a while and then read some of my first entries. It was very entertaining. I'm such a drama queen! lol. I aparently got this one when I first moved to FL. Well after I had enough of that I spent the next 2 hours trying to get to sleep. Blah. I don't know what's wrong with me! Anywho, we're done!! Vale!
Mood:
Glad to be done with this stupid shift!!!!
Music: 
Well I'm at work like usual. Yesterday was fun. I got two letters and had a lot of fun writing back to them. Melinda and I went to the point to have a picknic dinner. It was really nice out. Then later Rachael's friend Jacob came over to watch Star Treck. I totally kept forgetting his name it was really funny. Then I read some Harry Potter. I'm a bit sleepy again today. Haven't been sleeping well at all. I just keep thinking about things and can't sleep. I really need to snap out of it!! laskdfja;sdfl. Vale!
Mood: 
Mixed Up
Music: 
Well I had a nice weekend in reading HP. I'm on book 5 now! Almost done! Harry Potter this Friday, voice lesson wed., first rehersal thurs.!! Tons to do! Oh and I'm a really big stupid dork for reasons I will not write here. But I'm a dork. A big stupid dork who didn't know what to say! Blah! Yup. Well Vale!
Mood: 
Swirly!
Music: 
So Much for the Afterglow: Everclear
Oh my goodness I need to stop going to this silly web site. I keep reading their editorials! I just can't stop! Well the new book will be here soon and I just can't wait! Melinda and Kim are going with me to the biggest HP party on earth this friday (seriously!) and they are going to be dressing up as supporters of opposing quidditch teams. I'm going with Rachael's cape and a hat. It should be fun. Anywho, Rachael and I have shifted all the books we wanted to today. I kinda got a bit carried away during lunch and finished most of a range while she was gone. Oh well. I'm soooooooooo glad it's Friday!!!! Vale!
Mood:
Excited about the blissful hours of Harry Potter re-reading that will be happening this weekend!
Music: 
"No king goes on
No demsy or gin tunny
No movie star
His face was kinda funny
No lock and bar
But Lordy he had money
That Mister Man of Mine!
He loved me so
And oh how well he knew me
When I was low and feelin' sad and gloomy
He'd always know and bring home diamonds to me
That Mister Man of Mine
Once he was a big shot
Swimmin in Cash
Champaign and roses all around!
Yes he was a big shot
Then came the crash
And Jack came tumblin' down.
My life is black
Since that rich man adored me
I've had no lack
of men but they all bored me
He wants me back
But now he can't afford me
Ours was a fire whose flame wasn't free
Gone's my desire
Now he's on relief
That Mister Man of Mine!"
I'm so tired! I didn't get home from the read through until 1:30 and I didn't get to sleep until way later. But it was sooooooooo much fun!! I'm so excited! I'm in a play! Can you believe it!?? Anywho, I'm playing Jackie who is the guest of the dad. She's a flapper he wants to study. She's pretty shy and confused for most of the show. It should be fun though. So I'm back shifting on the you know what level. Rachael seems pretty tired today too. I just can't wait to get home and take a nap! Other than that there's not much going on. I plan on staying in this weekend and reading harry potter. Oh it's pay day today! That's always nice. Hmmm... Yeah well that's about it. Vale!
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Sleepy...
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Ok, so I'm in total and utter complete schock!! I got cast in my first like real production since moving here!!! There must be some mistake. I got an e-mail from the director telling me welcome to the show and that the first read through is tonight!!! Ahhh!!! I'm going to go and it's going to be all awkward when they tell me "oops we didn't mean to send you that e-mail " or something of that sort. I just don't get it. It was a horrible audition. I bet they didn't have enough people audition. I mean that must be it. I don't know. I'm just so glad to have something to do this summer besides work!! Wahoo!!! Life is sweet. Oh and I'm not on the B-Level!!! I'm on doing a cart on the third floor!!! Wahoo!!! Today is a very good day!! Vale!
Mood:
Flying High!
Music:
Belle Notte!
Yup that's right folks! I'm stuck here on the B-Level. I think Rachael and I are going to here until we finish this shift. So it's gonna be a few weeks so I really need to just accept the lack of day light and the yucky dirty books. Last night I read some HP and watched Garden State. It was ok. The girl was really annoying at the begining. Oh and I talked to Seth onling last night which made me happy. He never writes to me (cough cough if you're reading this!!)!! Oh and I'm working on tracking down my 5th grade teacher. I think I might have found her but first I have to wait till the weekend so I don't use up all my minutes. Well back to work!! Vale!
Mood: 
Chillin'
Music: 
Why do they keep sending me to the B-Level!! I hate the B-Level! I want it to die! Rachael and I are shifting down there and it sucks!! alskfjal;skrjdoaweir;lkj! I had a great 4th weekend though. Lets see. Sat. we went to the bookstore and failed in our attempts to find a DQ that was open. Then Sun. Kim and Rachael were knitting so I got inspired and did some embroidery. So then the three of us stayed up till 8am being silly and downloading music. It was fun. So we slept most of monday. But i got a video card! Wahoo!!! Oh and ice cream!! And now it's tues. and I'm stuck at work on the stupid B-Level that has no darn windows!!! Grrr! I found 3 cool books this morning though.
Mood: 
Annoyed at the darn stupid B-Level with it's compact shelving and dirty books that never get checked out!!!!
Music:
So i was banished to the depths of the B-level dungeon again!!! Blah! And I was forced to do another disgusting folio shift!! But that is done and for my reward I was given a cart on the 5th floor and I've already found a lovely book on Egyptian magic in french that I'm going to take home. So it's a happy day! Wahoo!! I don't have to back until Tuesday!!! I'm not sure what I'm doing for the fourth of July. I've got a voice lesson this afternoon though which makes me happy. I liked the songs I was practicing this week which always helps. So now I'm on break. Vale!
Mood:
Hakunama-tastic!!
Music:
(It sucks to be me!)
Well we finished shifting all of these huge folio books that probably have not been moved since they were put there. They were so dirty and falling apart. I was so glad to wash my hands afterward!!! Anyways it's done. Goodbye B-Level!!!! Hootey Hoo!!! lol. My dad would laugh if he saw me write that! Speaking of my dad I talked to him yesterday. My sister called me to remind me it was Dad's birthday because she knew I had totally forgotten. He's doing good. I talked to Gina too which was nice because I haven't talked to her for ages. She's had to take a medical leave of absence from work because she's got so many tests to take for stuff that probably is the result of her diabetes and working on her feet all her life. I'm worried about her but she seemed cheerful enough on the phone. So anyways, I'm in the thick of HP 3. It's my absolute favorite but I need to hurry if I'm going to finish the other two in 15 days! Wahoo!!! I can't wait! So now I'm just hanging out on my break. It's so weird being in this library so much. I hardly came here during the year except to check out books. I don't know, it's so quiet it makes me sleepy. Yup, so hopefully everyone got their letters today. Then maybe someone will write me back so I can send them even more letters!! lol. I had way to much fun writing everyone. Well I should get back to work! Vale!
Mood: 
Glad to be going home soon!!
Music:
Well today they have us shifting on the B level where we have this weird compact shelving crap and it's really annoying. But they've got us working in pairs so it's not so bad. At least I'm not stuck all alone somewhere shelving which is way worse. It's just mind numbing not being around other people for some reason. I don't know. I miss being able to talk to people!! Last night Melinda, Kim, and I made cinnimon apple pancakes. It was fun and very messy but we're become pancakes queens! We've already mastered blue berries and choclate chips. Next we're going to do banana! Then we went on a bike ride and lost Melinda. We didn't get home till like 10pm. Kinda scary time to be two girls out alone in Chicago but we were ok once we got off the lake shore trail and there were some lights. Well back to work! Vale!
Mood:
laksdfjaei
Music:
Yeah so I ended up going down town sat. and sun. lol. Well Sat. I got all this cool stuff for writing letters like a claigraphy pen you have to dip in ink and stuff and some cool colored ink. Well I managed to spill one and a half bottles of it so I had to go back and but more!!! It was so much fun though! I wrote like 8 letters this weekend! Oh and then I proceeded to forget to grab them so I could mail them today. Oh well they'll get out tomorrow! So I'm shifting again today at the Reg. Not much eventful going on here. I'm just jamming to Hairspray and other awesomness. Well gtg back to work! Vale!
Yeah so they're running out of things for me to do today. I've already done two partial carts and am not pre-shelving in the mini cage. It's just kinda dragging today. I think I'm going to go sing on my break but I just don't feel like it. I don't know the library drains me. I need to get a key board!!! Then I could practice whenever! Blah! Must check out e-bay! Vale!
So i'm shifting on the 4th floor today! No more folios! Wahoo!!! So me and Rachael went down town last night so I could pick up my replacement shuffle and we stoped at Girondeli's (sp?) and got some ice cream. It was fun. I'm so tired today though. Almost time for lunch. I think I'm going to take the day off from singing and just go and read for an hour instead. So I'm going to meet with Fink this afternoon to talk about musical rights for the show I want to do spring quarter. We'll see what happens. I hope we find funding so we can do it. Anywho must get back to work. Vale!
I'm in a rut. I don't know last night I was just sitting and was in an all around bad mood. I just want a change. You would think moving to Chicago and going to college would be enough. I think I've just moved too many times! But I didn't have much of this problem in FL. I think it's the summer. Every summer I just get so blah I want to go nuts. I thought it was because I usually spend my summer's alone and the lack of human contact was driving me insane but I don't know. I've got roomates and people at work and friends I can call whenever I want and it's still the same feeling. I don't know summer makes me restless. So Melinda and Kim were trying to come up with random silly things that I could do to break this pattern. But a moment of change isn't going to help. I think it's something deeper that I don't understand. I just hate summer and no matter what I'm doing or who I'm doing it with I just get so darn stir crazy and no amount of stirring will make it go away. I don't know what's wrong with me.
I wish! I'm at the library on my break. I'm shifting folios again. It's just oh so much fun. I met yet another Ben today. How many of them are there!!!?? I also hit my hand and my wound I got from the library last week started bleeding again. This place is dangerous! I don't mind the work though. It's pretty boring but my new shuffle should be coming in soon so I'll be able to hear in both ears again!! Well anywho. Voice lesson tonight. I really don't like all these high notes. They make me dizzy. I just can't control them at all. But they're getting there. I'm really liking the whole apartment situation. It's really nice to have people to hang out with and such. Well anyways I have to get back to work. Vale!!
Wahoo!!! Bio. final is over!! Wahoo!!!! And I just finished my first shift at the library! Wahoo!! I saw so many books that I want to read!! It was pretty easy. Library of congress is silly though. So now I'm chilling at the reg because I don't want to go back to BJ where it's hot and there's no air conditioning! lol. Not much else going on. I'm going to go see Jeremy's elementary school play tonight and then there's an informal naked meeting after. I think i'm going to finally tell them all about the show I want to do. I've just been avoiding it because I guess I'm afraid they'll all think it's stupid or it'll be on fink's black list of sucky musicals. I don't even know how I want to be involved!! Do I want to direct, stage manage, dramaturge, audition? I really just have no darn idea. I really just want to watch it lol. It really sucks that the cast is so small so there can't be that many people invovled. Oh I hope they go for it!! Anywho, I'm off I guess. Vale!
| 12" Alder & Pheonix You scored 75% Elementality, 86% Magic Knowledge, and 78% Goodness! |
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| Of the Fandom! Congratulations! You scored 10! |
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Ok so I have one french oral done with and two more left!!! Wahoo!!! Then it's over! Yeah german is pretty much over too cuz he cancelled class on for wed. and friday we review for out test on wed. Next week is gonna suck. I need to write my extra credit paper for bio. Maybe I'll get ambitious and do it today!! lol. We'll see. It was a nice weekend. Well i need to read some voltaire before i go into this next oral. Vale!
It's been a long fun day. I woke up and went to work, which was boring as usual, but I made a pretty good dent into my French HP book. Then I went over and did the pre-show for whistle, which was fun. I got to build my brick wall one last time and scream a lot. Then me and Brian tried to marry my computers so that I could transfer my music onto this one. Well let’s just say that that was a huge fiasco but we're getting there. I think I have an idea I just need Brian to set it up again. So Melinda, Kim, Brian, and I all went out to dinner here in Hyde Park. I forget the name of the restaurant but it was really good. I think I might stop by and see about a job for the summer. Then me and Kim ditched B. and M. to go see Star Wars.
It was really sad but weird because you knew what was going to happen. It reminded me of my Greek thought and lit. class. We would be discussing some Greek play and even if we hadn't been assigned to read the whole thing yet the prof. always would spoil the ending during our discussion. To experience the play as an ancient was to know the mythology and the stories already. So to pick up some of the subtle ways the author would play with things our prof. would tell us what was going to happen so we could experience the play like a real Greek or roman. Well it kind of worked but seeing this movie was like really experiencing what that must have felt like. Everyone knows Anakin is going to become darth vedor (sp?) and amidala (sp?) is going to die. The interesting part is seeing how they get there. It was just kinda fun to really see what it must have felt like.
The only thing that really bothered me was Anakin. At the end of the movie when he's been burned and his entire world is falling apart I didn't even feel sorry for him. I mean throughout the movie he's so distant, which didn't bother me. But when he was with amidala I didn't feel his love for her. He just didn't seem to be very human to me. So when his entire world collapses I didn't feel sorry for him because I wasn't very emotionally invested in his character. I felt sorry for amidala and the republic and obi one (sp?? darn star wars names!!!!) but not for Anakin. He just seemed like a monster. I understood why he questioned the Jedi for wanting to kill the chancellor. He wanted to preserve that ideal of what is right. But he himself had violated that same code at the beginning of the movie by killing what's his name. So I felt for him in his struggle to make a choice and find what is right but the whole love and loss thing just didn't strike a chord. Well I should get to sleep. Melinda and I are going to go look at Bikes tomorrow and I have to study for 3 French orals on Monday!!!! Vale!
Ok so we're doing little red riding in the hood. And so like i have to do this whole set design and I'm just sort of blah. I don't feel like doing any work.... I just want to go to sleep and take a nap... whatever. I don't think i failed my german test which is always good. Well off to work...
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